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ok here is the 611, or 411, i got remarried to my ex. moved overseas, got drunk a few times, with the help of others. low on cash, like usual. hmm, marriage is interesting to say the least. i dont recommend it. it seems to be a way of financially helping one other person. maybe i am bitter. who knows. anyway, i cant wait to...
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ltrain:
How are you???

I wanna runaway already.
Australia and Nude Beaches, here we come.

love
ms:
Happy Holidays, Curtis. We fucking miss you out here. So do the hotels that smell nice.
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ok here is the story so far, got remarried, moved to korea, and waiting like three months for internet. have to use cybercafes to get online, which is risky due to privacy and laws and what not. I have alot to say when i get my internet up, i miss sg alot. i miss trinity, kayla, spinky hehe and of course the most rocking girl...
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spikybluegirl:
yay! smile BDSM fetish, actually... I have practice tonight, sounds like more bruises for me...
ms:
CURTIS MY MOTHERFUCKER!!! Who and fucking what? Motherfuckers miss you in AZ. And what is this about marriage?? Who and fucking what?
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i hate how some ppl act.
like these girls in the 'clubs' that think they are the shit because they are skankalicious and they have breasts, yippie, what an accomplishment, their parents must be proud that they have female organs, that is something to be proud of, wow i worked so hard to get breasts and a vagina, what an accomplishment.
now i get to...
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lucenteen:
wait did u move to korea yet that could be where u are
ltrain:
frown
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love does not exist it is a fantasy
i want passion
i want to desire and to be desired.
i am consumed by my obsession for love.
there is only beauty that i will never be beautiful to.
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illbillzillbub:
word,except i think it does exist
wildchild:
nothing exists that isn't created by the mind itself... hmmm... deep thoughts...
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this is not worth reading



i am too self centered
i feel too much self pity
i am too dramatic
i am angry for having feelings, i am sorry to have wasted your time,

i dont understand human relationships, there is nothing attractive about me, i wish i was invisible life is easier when you are invisible, sure it is lonley, but it is worse...
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lucenteen:
perk up my friend biggrin
ms:
You're human. That's why you feel this way. No matter how surrounded by friends and family we are we will always feel alone because. You are a nurturing person. you like to give and hate to receive. If you were dramatic then you wouldn't be a person, you'd be a robot. At least Uncle Sam hasn't taken away your ability to be yourself. No matter what you think brother you have a bunch of muthafuckers in Phoenix who would always happy to take you in and keep you happy for a while. Even if you have to go AWOL.
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i am really trying to pick up a book and read again. It has been hard for me to sit and read, i dont know if it is a.d.d. or what, but i start readin and when i put the book down the first time it is over. regardless of how much i read. even porn books lose their appeal. i started reading...
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bryn:
i only dig the remixes if theyre good. and that danny lohner one makes me wanna die. soooo good.
ms:
You should also try "Atlas Shrugged."
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anger and sorrow are the best emotions.
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userlame:
most times the strongest.

many times the best.
knickers:
hey, you kinda look like david cross...

nope, never been in prison, but i have been somebody's bitch.

don't drop the soap.
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yeah! i joined the lotr group!!
ok yeah i am bored with typin so type something interesting if you are interesting at all. tongue
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ltrain:
i just came to see if you updated but nope and i couldn't help but notice, that bryn really is cute huh. hmmm biggrin i like her nose in that pic.
wildchild:
bryn is cute... but you should go to juptierglam and look at her pics! i had to pick my jaw up off the damn floor!
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i changed my name, yay, i think it represents me better. i bought my precious lotr two towers at midnight on monday, i love this movie, it is my 2nd fav of all time. i feel like gollum, like i have two personalities. on the outside most see me as a nice guy push over. on the inside an evil rage burns. it is what...
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ltrain:
ok, check this out, yes we keep missing each other. i was watching insomnia. kinda lame movie although i understood how al pacino felt when he was up for 7 nights. i want to go to alaska and kick it with the punk rock penguins! heh. that was a lil joke me and this italian girl had in london. ahhh i miss europe! frown ok nevermind that, i'll be up in the morning, cause i get up at the butt crack of damn now, i'll probably do alittle biking cause i'm gonna start my period and i feel fat, i know the feeling goes away after my period but i can't help it ya know. so i'm trying to exercise again. biggrin so look for me after 10am. we need to talk. and ya know what dude, forget the ex! unless you truely think its right for you, if not, move on. your allowed to. actually because we only live once, its good to. smile we're still best pals no matter what but you know how i feel on the situation. follow your heart and what you think is best fo you, not anyone else. ok. smile good night!
bryn:
hehehe
tongue
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i hate casts, i broke my 5th metacarpel , the boxers fracture, wow, no more jager, ick. what a whirlwind of emotions lately. had a kick ass weekend, then the ex wife came and visited, i am too addicted to her. she wants to get remarried, scary, i wish i knew what to do. i feel i should give her a second and last chance, but...
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wildchild:
I got yer back too, Kludog!!!!
beaky:
sorry about your arm... I've had 9 casts in my body throw out the years.. trust me.. I know how that sucks...
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ok the weekend is here!!
so i am watchin ifc and sundance more and more. which i love most of the movies, yet i dont understand alot of them. sorta makes me want to go to art college. anyway, highball is on, it is a movie with Ally Sheedy!!! she is soo superawesome! now if the would only play high art. i so want to...
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wildchild:
Where ya been, Kludog? ...
shelliepooh:
High Art is a great flick, definately sad at the end, its sad the way life works sometimes. the girl with the mole that gets with ally sheedy is a babe. lol enjoy ur flick...u should definately pick up But Im a Cheerleader for a good laugh!! i miss u u havent graced my journal page in a long time.....
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ok, i guess i need to play nicely by pretending that life is swell. i hate my masochistic tendencies, i feel pretty much alone in my thinking or maybe others just dont care because these things do not apply to them, i have been sooo self absorbed. sometimes all is goin well , then bam, it hits me, i am not wanted in the way i...
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roxypixie:
well, ok, so, shortest relationship for ME. Technically 4 days, but really only 2. Great sex though.
logos:
Wanna know a trite comment that has helped me through tough shit? This too shall pass. . .
Or, as the dude would say, fuck it.
Do what you need to do--helping others is a great thing. And seeing how others get through bad experience can help strengthen you for your own.
namaste, my friend.