So tempting to just stop eating again.
Right now I am looking down at a massive round belly that looks like it belongs on a pregnant woman. The boy took pictures of me today and I look so chunky.
I'll try and post them. Check them out. Tell me I'm wrong, it'll be very hard to once you see them.
My boyfriend would be broken if I went back to that kind of pattern of not eating. I used to be 7 stone 10 lbs and I am now 9 stone. I feel like crying. But it would kill my boyfriend. If he wasnt so strict about how he would be crushed if I did that and "if you love me, you wont do that again". I know it would kill me to see him do it.
I just want to be that skinny and in control again
I feel so horrible. Like Im nothing compared to his ex lovers. The stick thin girls. I just want that again pleaaasseee. Please.
Right now I am looking down at a massive round belly that looks like it belongs on a pregnant woman. The boy took pictures of me today and I look so chunky.
I'll try and post them. Check them out. Tell me I'm wrong, it'll be very hard to once you see them.
My boyfriend would be broken if I went back to that kind of pattern of not eating. I used to be 7 stone 10 lbs and I am now 9 stone. I feel like crying. But it would kill my boyfriend. If he wasnt so strict about how he would be crushed if I did that and "if you love me, you wont do that again". I know it would kill me to see him do it.
I just want to be that skinny and in control again
I feel so horrible. Like Im nothing compared to his ex lovers. The stick thin girls. I just want that again pleaaasseee. Please.