So I did a pretty bad thing last night.. felt kinda good just not morally good.
I think I 'm breaking up with my boyfriend today. Its the right thing to do for many reasons. Thing is I'm not heartbroken or looking to get back with him so I could probably still hang out with him straight away after and be alright.
Last night I...
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I think I 'm breaking up with my boyfriend today. Its the right thing to do for many reasons. Thing is I'm not heartbroken or looking to get back with him so I could probably still hang out with him straight away after and be alright.
Last night I...
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I so have an article on mookychick.co.uk on the myths and how -to's of dreads yay me!
counceling has been helping a bit, ive gone 3 days without freaking out and pissing J off! ha! but I mean, it is pretty good, cause right now I am so close to freaking out but I am not cause the thought of freaking out and ruining my...
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counceling has been helping a bit, ive gone 3 days without freaking out and pissing J off! ha! but I mean, it is pretty good, cause right now I am so close to freaking out but I am not cause the thought of freaking out and ruining my...
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I WANA BE A SUICIDEGIRL!
i have a theme yay i have come up with several, i will do the one, submit it and fingers crossed!!!! I really want this!
i have a theme yay i have come up with several, i will do the one, submit it and fingers crossed!!!! I really want this!
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weston:
Best of luck!
gujsel:
awww good luck my fingers are crossed for you ....a lots of hugs have nice new week!!!
I actually came home wednesday night, he hugged me and picked me up and we had good sexy time yeah boy!
I'm going to look for a place in a few weeks and move out, give him space!
Sooooooo Im still really looking forward to taking some pictures some good old sexy pictures me and jamie are going to take pictures of us, real artistic...
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I'm going to look for a place in a few weeks and move out, give him space!
Sooooooo Im still really looking forward to taking some pictures some good old sexy pictures me and jamie are going to take pictures of us, real artistic...
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Im dressed in the sexy topshop silk black dress he met me in and ive lit candles. we made this book a while back to put pictures in, letters, train tickets and stuff that we do together, and i have that with me.
im just waiting for him to come home and i hope this will work, ill smile at him and say nothing but...
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im just waiting for him to come home and i hope this will work, ill smile at him and say nothing but...
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the_swill:
Whoa, I like the way you plan. Good luck!
deedeegumball:
who could resist.. go with the funny, its always a winner.
good luck and fingers crossed
Dx
good luck and fingers crossed
Dx
Well things are....okay..ish...
its just gotten to the point where whatever i say he rolls his eyes at. i cant have a proper conversation with him.
its just not working out, he seems mad at me more than anything, and i mean anything, just mad at me.
i wana go out on the town.
dress up, feel sexy, and hope someone hits on me since...
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its just gotten to the point where whatever i say he rolls his eyes at. i cant have a proper conversation with him.
its just not working out, he seems mad at me more than anything, and i mean anything, just mad at me.
i wana go out on the town.
dress up, feel sexy, and hope someone hits on me since...
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zoidberg79:
i know it doesn't really help to hear this, but even from the other side of europe you seem sexy!
missknox:
maybe the independence of being in your own place would suit ya for now sweetie
Sooooooo i think im heading for absolute fucking horrific heartache very soon..... fucking hooray.
Maybe I should prepare myself for heartache and when it happens just say "well we had a good run"
i fucking love him.
but im an asshole.
i fucked it up.
again.
ive lost him.
Maybe I should prepare myself for heartache and when it happens just say "well we had a good run"
i fucking love him.
but im an asshole.
i fucked it up.
again.
ive lost him.
harlet:
ewww...not good! Im sorry sweetie! Take some pills and go to sleep!
Anyone got any good tips for a flat stomach??
Im weaning myself into being vegan again, before I dropped straight into it and barely ate and ended up quitting.
So now I try not to have dairy, I only have organic dairy. And Ive been on the treadmill more, about 3 times a week I try to be on there, Im trying not to eat...
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Im weaning myself into being vegan again, before I dropped straight into it and barely ate and ended up quitting.
So now I try not to have dairy, I only have organic dairy. And Ive been on the treadmill more, about 3 times a week I try to be on there, Im trying not to eat...
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coldandwet:
I got nothing I'm afraid. My stomach hasn't been flat since I was 16. I've stopped even trying to lose weight, I'm just trying to resist the pace at which I gain it. I know genetics is a cop out, but I do think your upbringing has no much bearing on a persons self control and ability to moderate what they put in their body, and for all that my folks did right - they didn't pass that on.
Earth Hour is on 27th March, 8.30pm, and Im trying to get together an IMPRESSIVE amount of people for ceilidh wassail kinda party!!!!
ANYONE THAT CAN GET TO HEREFORD ON THIS DATE, THAT WOULD BE THE MOST AMAZING THING IN THE WORLD TO THINK I GOT TOGETHER PEOPLE FROM OUTSIDE HEREFORD TO DEMONSTRATE THEIR PASSION FOR GLOBAL WARMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
on this date WWF gets as many...
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ANYONE THAT CAN GET TO HEREFORD ON THIS DATE, THAT WOULD BE THE MOST AMAZING THING IN THE WORLD TO THINK I GOT TOGETHER PEOPLE FROM OUTSIDE HEREFORD TO DEMONSTRATE THEIR PASSION FOR GLOBAL WARMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
on this date WWF gets as many...
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jennybean981:
Hereford may just be the smallest city in the UK...or the world haha! Its a global thing, millions of people did it last year, mcdonalds turned off all their lights, sydney bridge did, almost the whole of tornoto did! The UK hasnt made such a big demonstration though, thats why Im getting together a big group but I reckon it will just be locals but that will still be cool!
vindice:
That's an awesome idea. Fuckall chance of me being in Hereford, but I'll be marking the occasion in Birmingham
Havent been on here in ages!!!
I may have died down the idea of being a suicidegirl... I do still want to be and Im getting more confident, but before I had no confidence but Im vegan and working out more and feel better, stretching my ears
Getting my chest piece hopefully soon.
And have bright pink hair!
So with the hair and a chest...
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I may have died down the idea of being a suicidegirl... I do still want to be and Im getting more confident, but before I had no confidence but Im vegan and working out more and feel better, stretching my ears
Getting my chest piece hopefully soon.
And have bright pink hair!
So with the hair and a chest...
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tetrisbrokeme:
do ittttttttt! xx
dread picy up
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zombie74:
Happy Birthday toooooooooooooo youuuuuuuuuuuuuu
gujsel:
hey my fantastic friend for you .......have great christmas......
a lots of kisses to you
I have dreadies now
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pennylezy:
post a pic!!!
milosweet:
pic!
As to whether he's genuine and good or reconsidering, I'd wait to see if it was just the one night of flowing compliments and conversation or what. Given your situation, I would easily see him wanting to avoid any chaos that anything could bring.
I'd suggest thinking about you and J first and foremost. It doesn't take too much reading for me to feel that you have an up and down going on, and that's usually not good, especially if you can't talk about your spats. The biggest warning I'd give you is that if you put one foot in a new door before the other foot's out the old door, you're likely to get slammed on one or both counts. If you are beautiful and hot (which anyone here will likely tell you) and liked and would be treated like gold last night, then it should still be the case in a day or week or month when you've planted your feet firmly inside or outside the doorway you're currently straddling.