so its time to drop it now. been some time since i last blogged, but im pissed, its monday and im tired.
I split up with my girl.
The girl who I moved in with. The girl who i hurt disasterously at university. Who I decided in a haze of self discovery was the 'one'.
We moved to birmingham together.
But she has decided that she is gay. Which is fair enough, I understand that (being ACDC myself).
Loads has kicked off.
She brought a girl home
I read her diary.
She has women around if im not staying here.
I just drink now
And do lots of valium.
There is too much emotional trauma to fill this blog with, but Ive only told choice friends (dont want to seem a failiure)
Not told parents
Ran out of savings
Have a shit job.
Things are, well, difficult and wrong.
Im looking forward to UKSG meet in Brum where I can meet some people because its been lonely of late.
Anyway, now Im going to facebook someone else and amybe dig a bigger whole than that I did at a debauched party on saturday night.
love you SG.
dom x
I split up with my girl.
The girl who I moved in with. The girl who i hurt disasterously at university. Who I decided in a haze of self discovery was the 'one'.
We moved to birmingham together.
But she has decided that she is gay. Which is fair enough, I understand that (being ACDC myself).
Loads has kicked off.
She brought a girl home
I read her diary.
She has women around if im not staying here.
I just drink now
And do lots of valium.
There is too much emotional trauma to fill this blog with, but Ive only told choice friends (dont want to seem a failiure)
Not told parents
Ran out of savings
Have a shit job.
Things are, well, difficult and wrong.
Im looking forward to UKSG meet in Brum where I can meet some people because its been lonely of late.
Anyway, now Im going to facebook someone else and amybe dig a bigger whole than that I did at a debauched party on saturday night.
love you SG.
dom x
mrbungle:
Hey, sorry to hear all this, sounds like you're really going through it right now. It does make a good self-destructive blog though, hope you're not goin' to do anything too stupid, and you still have a roof over your head. I was going to float an idea your way about performing a play (one of your's) on a local radio station in the summer. You see we will be running a RSL radio station from the arts centre in July, problem is there's no money involved, people are contributing their time and energy for free, whether as presenters, technicians, writers, performers etc. We wanted to have radio plays performed during the day and we have one Plymouth based playwright/actor involved who has said he will write something for the station, but we're looking for others. You would need to organise the actors and rehearsals etc. Think about it, whether it would be worth your time being down in Plymouth and not being paid just to get a play performed on local radio. Anyway I thought I needed to throw this your way, take care, and don't go digging too many big holes! Cheers S.