Alright guys and dolls, hip kids and cool cats...it's update time.
I finally came to a decision on name for my paranormal investigations group. It is *drum roll* Midnight Society Paranormal. I like it, it isn't a cheesy acronym, and it has a slight naustalgic factor. I used to love that show. Anyway, look us up, check us out, and it's all fun and games until someone looses an eye. Then, it's fun and games no one can see.
I'm in a strange mood.
I did meditation last night with two of my best friends. Not guided group work. But, we all sat around and did solo meditations. Well, Lady Ricca and I meditated. Boy-oh has a hard time moving into a truly meditative state. It is frustrating to get all relaxed and groovy with no results. It's like foreplay with no follow through. But, I currently have my own shit to sort out before I can help him. It's that whole "physician heal thyself" thing.
But, my meditation was kind of trippy. I basically was confronted with myself at seven, and the self that I see myself as when I meditate. Seven year old self was brushing a doll's hair, while the back of meditative me was covered in cobwebs. Really sticky white cobwebs. It was kind of freaky. And then I had some of the strangest dreams I've ever had last night. I woke up with the urge to tell my friends certain things that they needed to know, but I didn't have a clue why I needed to or what exactly the message purtained to.
And then I spent most of my morning in front of my lappy feverishly creating the website to my newly founded ghost hunting group. Now, I'm on here. Hopefully, I can distract the screaming urgancy. Here's hoping anyway.
I finally came to a decision on name for my paranormal investigations group. It is *drum roll* Midnight Society Paranormal. I like it, it isn't a cheesy acronym, and it has a slight naustalgic factor. I used to love that show. Anyway, look us up, check us out, and it's all fun and games until someone looses an eye. Then, it's fun and games no one can see.
I'm in a strange mood.
I did meditation last night with two of my best friends. Not guided group work. But, we all sat around and did solo meditations. Well, Lady Ricca and I meditated. Boy-oh has a hard time moving into a truly meditative state. It is frustrating to get all relaxed and groovy with no results. It's like foreplay with no follow through. But, I currently have my own shit to sort out before I can help him. It's that whole "physician heal thyself" thing.
But, my meditation was kind of trippy. I basically was confronted with myself at seven, and the self that I see myself as when I meditate. Seven year old self was brushing a doll's hair, while the back of meditative me was covered in cobwebs. Really sticky white cobwebs. It was kind of freaky. And then I had some of the strangest dreams I've ever had last night. I woke up with the urge to tell my friends certain things that they needed to know, but I didn't have a clue why I needed to or what exactly the message purtained to.
And then I spent most of my morning in front of my lappy feverishly creating the website to my newly founded ghost hunting group. Now, I'm on here. Hopefully, I can distract the screaming urgancy. Here's hoping anyway.
Your session to me seems to be saying that an event or the state of yourself at seven has continued on to the present (hence the sticky cobwebs around your meditating self), representing a lack of moving on...of having stayed for too long at one place...to the point of atrophy and extreme disuse. It's time to dust whatever it is off take it out into a bright and windy day and let it fly free unhindered. To let this aspect of your self to stay as it is frozen without care or use would I think have damning consequences. The good news is you saw cobwebs...not an open grave or a grave marker...so warning definitely comes in time Hope this helps.
If so, I was in a group of Paranormal investigation, mainlly based on psychology, until an year or so ago..
I could get you the site (as soon as I find it) and try to get a few of the papers I read back there..
But that's gonna be allmost everything in Portuguese, since they were based in So Paulo, Brazil..
Kisses!!