irishpunkass

I've often found solo meditations in the presence of others...even if they are doing the same is pretty darn difficult to succeed at. Not impossible mind you, but it definitely ups the difficulty. I like your analogy, it's quite exactly the feeling I would put to lack of moving to the true meditative state.

Your session to me seems to be saying that an event or the state of yourself at seven has continued on to the present (hence the sticky cobwebs around your meditating self), representing a lack of moving on...of having stayed for too long at one place...to the point of atrophy and extreme disuse. It's time to dust whatever it is off take it out into a bright and windy day and let it fly free unhindered. To let this aspect of your self to stay as it is frozen without care or use would I think have damning consequences. The good news is you saw cobwebs...not an open grave or a grave marker...so warning definitely comes in time Hope this helps.

Hey, sweetie! does you speak Portuguese?
If so, I was in a group of Paranormal investigation, mainlly based on psychology, until an year or so ago..
I could get you the site (as soon as I find it) and try to get a few of the papers I read back there..
But that's gonna be allmost everything in Portuguese, since they were based in So Paulo, Brazil..

Kisses!!

Man, you irish girls have a temper.

Glad you're starting to feel better.

i take life one day at a time im in no hurry die lol by the way welcome to sg.

Irish!