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okay, the post-burn report...

well, as it was said in "henry: portrait of a serial killer," it's always the same and it's always different. that is, there were equal parts frustration and fun, disappointment and debauchery. but all in all in all and all, i feel i gots my money and time worth.

i unfortunately did NOT get to show my book off to anybody...
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newmiguel:
Farewell i guess?...
alexsandria:
why are you leaving?
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...so i've got my food...

...i've got my ride up (YAY!) smile smile smile

...i'll be GETTING my party favors soon... wink

...and i'll be up in BRC cold getting down before you even know it.

so keep on rockin' in the "free" world for me while i'm away, y'all.

so to quote number two in wonder showzen, "suicide you latah, skatah."
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fatality:
Will you please tell me about it when you return? I hope you have a most fantastic time!
batty:
Hey! Yea we should have hung out but it's ok I had fun at Spikes anyway! I also had intentions of trying to find your camp but the days just sort of ran out. frown

Also, I will be coming to visit California soon-I'm going to hit the major cities to figure it out where I would like to move to!! biggrin
I hate the cold-and need warm weather to be happy.



[Edited on Sep 09, 2005 2:06PM]
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so let's see here...

...19 more days and counting...

so i have just resumed contact with an old friend from college. and to all of you younger folks, i think it's important i relate this, because this will just teach you a lesson of how life can take many crazy turns for all of us.

when f. left barnard, she departed with many different...
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visitord:
deathtrip! that's so funny. i was watching the monday, wednesday, friday video club cinema of transgression VHS a few weeks ago--so many good films on there. i actually did a doc on kern when i was still in art school. it was for that french arts network, "ARTE." all thru college, i was richard's photo assistant. it was incredibly fun.

there are still a lot of scenes untainted by greed and commerce that fight the good fight. but...if i told you what or where they are, it'd be nothing but trouble. FIND THEM APPRENTICE SCOUT!!! FIND THEM!!!

people are far more thinskinned than one would imagine. september 11 was YEARS ago. it happened out my window. it really didn't bother me one bit. it was bound to happen sooner or later.

what really bothered me about it was all of the fucking flags all over the place afterward. american foreign policy contributes to this event and all of these people are gonna wave flags and bolster the very government designing the policies that are being reacted against? man... that inspired me like few things ever have to do all i could do to push my art and my life to enjoy the freedoms that i want to enjoy, how and where i want to enjoy them. if that meant standing up to an armada of cops, armed soldiers or the secret service, that's what i did and am still doing.

i luckily turned down big money dot-com jobs in the late 90's to stick to working with people i cared about while making things i loved. it was probably one of the wisest decisions i ever made.

i'm pretty grateful that i've had a fortunate life. yr friend'll be ok. it's totally like you say. she just needs a kickstart. she needs to fall into something that she can feel passionate about. you can't find those things though. they find you completely accidentally. you just have to live.
germany:
i really needed that, i can't imagine having two dicks. hand me the pipe, it's time to see this shit grow... and then i'll circle jerk....
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so alright now, it's time to update. that last entry's starting to grow cobwebs and stuff around it.

unfortunately, the circumstances surrounding that last entry are still ongoing, but i'll be okay. it's just tough getting used to new, unwelcome information.

anyhoo, i have this funny feeling that the next person coming to look at my place will probably end up becoming my roomie. not...
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teknokitty:
yeah... they *do* make those boots in white, but I don't know where you'd find them. frown

Playa fever?!? I'm getting it big time. My room is starting to fill up with my burning man necessities. Amazingly exciting!
vivid:
MySpace is SkeezeLand .. truly. Not that a softcore porn site catered to a specific crowd is all that cleaner .. but well, *it is*.
at least here everyone knows everyone knows everything sees everything.
I like that. and boobs.

but anyways ---


goodcompany. good good.
Text is so difficult sometimes.
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i have just gotten the wind kicked out of me.

i'll spare you the details, except that they don't make me look particularly good. right now, i need a calm, silent space so i can recuperate and adjust to this new information.

i shouldn't stress. you know what they say about bad energy in the universe and all of that. there are many good, positive...
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germany:
ohh baby cakes it is not you that is not super cool it is the tv....... you are more fabulous than ever imaginable..... keep up the good work...

now fox, on the other hand, has my wrath to deal with...

kiss
sixtyfootqueenie:
yeah yeah.. .I'm going with a few girlfriends from SG... and some bizarro kinky people should be interesting.. I used to switch professionally.. but I've just gotten to this stubborn point that I refuse to do any session that I dont have complete interest in... makes me a bit of a poor mistress.. but at least a happy... thats not saying I wouldnt sub for the right price again tongue

burning man is on the top of my list of things to do before I die. .so I'm so happy that I'm getting it out of the way!
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"what are boundaries, please?"

"imaginary lines on the earth, i suppose. how can you have boundaries if you fly? these ants of yours - and the humans, too - would have to stop fighting in the end, if they took to the air."

class is almost over, and it's time to pretend i'm a plow. ass up over my head and my arms stretched out...
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okay, I'm back.

but just for a bit.

i should mention for some of you that didn't know that I did a little installation at the LA Art Fest.first time ever. most of the work went into the pages, so don't expect a whole lot from the structure itself. there is a picture here of some people playing with the pages, though i wish i...
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pallas:
Congrats on the Artfest.

Yes it is your buddy from LA speaking, theorylabs etc.
pallas:
Isn't it a natural transition? Villain to SG? I think so. I still might take over this empire and rule the seven seas with an iron fist.

or not.

SF rocks...still looking for work but have some leads.
What are you up to besides the artfest a while ago?
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imagine me as a line.

a sorta straight but slightly bent line with a starting point somewhere in the '70s and an end point somwhere in the hopefully distant future. but of course, something parallel to me that i can barely sense follows me all the way through and stretches out forever and ever. it repeats and folds over in an array of beguiling, troubling...
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amitabha:
I wish I saw Pearl more often. I love that girl.

I have a few guesses who you might be, but your picture is hazy and I'm not exactly sure. Care to clue me in?
obsidity:
I just decided to flip back through all these journals and I'm realizing I haven't heard from a lot of people in a while.
What the hell?
surreal
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i think i'm gonna go out on a limb here and speak for ALL of SG: christmas sucked. NYE ROCKED!!!!!!

x-mas was a very dreary weekend, tho i did spend some quality time with my stepbrother and his buddy, who co-runs a very hip bar in hollywood. gossip tidbit: apparently, this bar ownerk's dj is also courtney love's make-up artist, and according to her, she's...
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elisabeth:
Posting right under myself here.

Nah, I've never aspired to be an exotic dancer, nor have I modeled nude. I've done some stuff for other sites and am in a couple of books, which is really funny to me.

This burlesque thing might be part of my campy phase or something.
tahliana:
glad you had a wicked new yeras smile and yeah as i just said to germany i should HOPEFULLY make it to BM next year... am off to bed now yay then i leave tomorrow, so ill properly reply to you when i get back. ahve a good one! kiss
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well, lyn's back. hurrah! smile time to move on.

last night was some heavy, conscience-soaked shit I had to deal with, and i guess it sorta applied to the curse of being mr. nice guy. so here's the deal.

i go to one of those wonderful BM parties over at the red loft, a downtown live/work space hosted by paynie. paynie has had a history of...
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blyss:
Thanks for the sweet thoughts you left in Miguel's journal recently and such a very good idea about growing a plant in the kitty dish.

I would like to make it to LA before Burning Man and it would be cool to hang out. Hope it happens. If it does, it would be in a few months.

To sleep for us now, I'm thinking I'll have good dreams tonight.

Well wishes to you kiss
trilobyte:
You were booted because you probably weren't active in the group (they eliminate inactive group members every so often). If you drop a note to Maxx and re-apply you should be good to go.

I was out, but am back in finally. Long story that doesn't really bear diving into (silly drama, no reason to give time to negative energy). Are you going to SoD on Friday?

odi omnes