imasailorgirl

A confession made with rejection, a cold hard dagger at my feel begging for blood. Eyes close I can feel the daggers already. But no dagger touch flesh. Instead understanding catches me. My words being embraced, coddled lovingly in the mind of friends. Sun shining on my soul, warming me from the inside.My heart is in the hands of others, to be loved or broken, yet it remains intact. A conversation consoles my very being, patience is my friend. Patience, a word not often on my lips... but here it has lived so long it is almost home. And so I wait, being loved, with a glimmer of hope as my compainion.


Today was alright. I have been getting work done on Suicide Note, so I'm really happy about that.
I also got to talk, online, to a friend I met a long time ago. It's amazing that throught the internet people are able to find each other and communicate. It was funny, he saw my profile pic and was like "Is that you?" LOL Yeah I told him. He said he would never have recognised me... I think it's funny... ( but I'm left wondering if he thinks I look better or worse -?????)

I've been thinking about wanting to head south again... But I have things up here that I want to get done, my movie, a photo project, and I NEED to go to the REN. FAIRE...(Yes, Brian, I mainly want to stay up here to go to the Faire... I admit it... ... and yes, I'm making notes to you in my blog... LOL ) I could come back when the movie is written to do it, I could wait till I have a digital camera to do the pictures, and the Faire isn't till the end of summer. But we also don't want to be in hurricane season again... So we would head down to turn around and come right back...

But in the meanwhile......
You know, up until last weekend, I got messages everyday, I could hardly keep up sometimes... now, I haven't got a message all week...

Thought of the Day All the arts we practice are apprenticeship. The big art is our life. M.C. Richards

I like this one. I like viewing my life as my greatest peice of art. Which is why I want to have my website to share that.

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