Thursday Nov 09, 2006

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I have been going through a confusing day... I have,
for a long time been submissive. But over the past few
years I have only been sub in the bedroom. But our
friend that came over, AJ, he was able just to talk to
me and dominate me while making me feel safe and
(mostly) comfortable. Hes tall and broad shouldered
and makes me feel...
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abyssia:

You and I haven't corresponded in quite some time so forgive me if this feels like I'm intruding.... I just wanted to let you know that I can relate to your experience and that I think you described it exquisitely. To physically surrender, yield your will to another even though your mind may race or question... to find yourself doing as you are instructed regardless, and enjoying it taking comfort in it. It is rare, and precious, I think, to find a person to whom one can submit so naturally.

wyoh:

Well, I ended up getting another account, and this is my new one. If anyone ever sees this again... I'm now Wyoh

Wednesday Nov 08, 2006

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I dont know how much longer my membership will last...
I cant afford to renew right now... (I got an email
saying the cc is maxed out.) Anyway, a long standing
friend has been over the past couple of days (known
him 10 years)... Hes been helping with thd girls some,
he pierced their ears (same guy that did my piercings
last January), and hes...
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corsair:

Its amaizing how our culture, surroundings, and peer pressure, can inhibit our natural tendencies. If what we choose to do doesn't hurt anyone . . . we should feel free to do whatever. I applaud your spirit!

And I hope you don't leave.

mastercraftsman:

You should totally get back to that person I first met here, excited about every day, working on a script, and planning your next shoot. Some of us out here will still wonder what happened to the sailor girl.

Tuesday Nov 07, 2006

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Well, lots of stuff has happened since Friday...
Friday night two of my friends came over, (one of whom
was Jac). She came and sat with me, even though I told
her to get out. We ended up crying together as she
told me Im her best friend, and how important I am to
her, etc... I ended up coming out of my room and...
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corsair:

Sometimes the very best decision . . . is no decision!

You're not under any pressure to do one thing or the other, so why make yourself crazy? At least until the marina freezes over! wink

anteros:

Sorry to read that things have been so crazy for you lately. Just know that out of even the most intense chaos comes some semblance of order... usually when it is least expected and most needed. Hope that happens for you soon! smile

Tuesday Nov 07, 2006

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Well, lots of stuff has happened since Friday...
Friday night two of my friends came over, (one of whom
was Jac). She came and sat with me, even though I told
her to get out. We ended up crying together as she
told me Im her best friend, and how important I am to
her, etc... I ended up coming out of my room and...
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Tuesday Nov 07, 2006

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Well, lots of stuff has happened since Friday...
Friday night two of my friends came over, (one of whom
was Jac). She came and sat with me, even though I told
her to get out. We ended up crying together as she
told me Im her best friend, and how important I am to
her, etc... I ended up coming out of my room and...
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Friday Nov 03, 2006

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General Update - Life over the past
few/several months has been trying... A non-stop
fucking rollercoaster; find the boat, loose the boat,
get the boat... FIL sick, FIL ok, FIL dead... a good
friend died... Meet Jac (or J), like her, going good,
fight, going good, more interested in me, things go
good, fight, shes not interested in anything but
friendship and Im supposed to...
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corsair:

I know this sounds trite . . but this too shall pass. Really! Things will get much better. Everybody has ups and downs . . you've had more than your share of difficulties. So it has to get better, right?
I'm not surprised that you feel exhausted!
Help with other people's problems if you can . . but don't make them your own. You have enough on your plate already!
Key West should be great when you get there!

Peace!

mastercraftsman:

Living the dream can't ALL be easy. I mean you have no idea how much I can relate. You know I've lived on boats and one day want to build a yatch. Much more work involved in my dream, but it's satisfying work. I'd like to talk boats with you some day, if I can make it down there myself. Seriously, we both need to get down there where the crazy people and the good green is.... wink

Tuesday Oct 31, 2006

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Well... I want to blog, but I dont even know where to
start... Especially since I have to type it out letter
by letter on a phone. Anyway, this weekend was great.
J came over Friday and spent the night cuddled up in
bed with us. Saturday evening the three of us went to
the Dresden Dolls concert, and she spent the night
again. Took...
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corsair:

That's a lot of typing on a phone key pad!

Too bad about J . . . You'll find a girl . . just be patient, and keep looking.

Your trip to Key West is an opportunity for a new beginning. I'm guessing there are lots of girls there, who would welcome a new or alternative relationship. Should be lots of fun prospecting!

When are you leaving?

wolfmaen:

Hang in there.

Saturday Oct 28, 2006

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divinity, I am entitled to rearrange the universe to
suit me. The universe is willing to rearrange, for as
I am the universe, the universe is me. I change to
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Wednesday Oct 25, 2006

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Speeking of weekends... This coming weekend I'm going to the dredsen dolls concert in philly with Alan and "J". The we, me Alan and our 2 daughters, are going to the PA Ren Faire for the last day of faire... I'm so excited!


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Monday Oct 16, 2006

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I had such a good weekend! Saturday we went to a
friends party. The girl I like, well call her J, came
with us. On the way, we gnt a flat tire and our host
came to pick us up. At the party, I cuddled her the
whole time, then fell asleep with her in my arms.
Sunday, we went to fix our flat tire...
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corsair:

Great weekend!

So . . spooky stuff gets you hot? Cool!

Good luck with J . . keep us posted!

mastercraftsman:

You so sexy. Staring you down sounds so fucking HOT....

Tuesday Oct 10, 2006

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Well, life is being crazy as usual! We're going to be late leaving, as one could tell my it being the 10th and I'm still here, (we were supposed to leave yesterday). But it's only been pushed back a couple weeks. So, we'll be off soon. I've gotten a few new pictures I want to post, but my new phone...
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r0nin:

Where are you guys staying now? Gimmie a call when you get a chance!

vincea:

thatd be cool if you could send pics from the trip down.

Wednesday Sep 27, 2006

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Ive been so busy. Were leaving in 11 days. Trying to
get everything done... Plus we are needing to see
friends and family before we go. It should take about
two or three weeks to get to Key West not including
any stops we make... Im going to send a few pictures
me and Alan took of me with my new phone... So theyre
small...
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sunsetme:

Have a wicked time chick...i'd love to talk more when u return from your adventures kiss

bluelight3:

Hope you have a wonderful, safe trip.