Thursday Jan 01, 2004

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I met my ex for lunch today. I arived early and I was able to see her get out of her car. I caught myself saying.. WOW.. she's so beautiful.. (I'm telling you I had one of those Movie moments where everything went slow motion.. and I was just in Awe of her.) As corny as it sounds.. I swear she looked like an angle.....
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xxanastasiaxx:
if I ever find myself in LA (still trying to make it out that way)
I'll buy you a martini ( or a few)
I'll wax poetically (or pathetically)
maybe there will actually be words of wisdom (doubtful)
I'm also more then happy to just listen.

smile
thepromdate:
it's good that you remember happy things. sometimes i forget that there were good times, because i can usually only think of the last half year or so that was nothing but crying, sadness, mistrust, and fighting. oh, and not having an asshole ex-boyfriend is really weird. nice, but just really strange. and although we're friendly, i could never in a million years admit to him that i'm in love more than i ever have been and really happy. it just seems too harsh. so, even though you guys are still friends, don't you think it's best to not know certain things? because, although you're happy for her (right?), you don't really want to hear about her new boyfriend, do you?

Tuesday Dec 30, 2003

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on the phone she cries all the time..
that's good I guess.. just cause it makes me know that she cares.

She tells me that I'm the only person that brings her to tears..

She says that it's not because I'm mean to her or anything, but that when I say things to her they touch her deep.. and it's in a way that scares...
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gasmaskboy:
Awwwww....

heh cuteness....

have a good year man...

\m/

Monday Dec 22, 2003

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So I'm in Tulsa Oklahoma right now..(On Vacation to see Family). What a depressing place.. Maybe it's just bad memories or something, but.. this place kind of makes me sad..

well, really, it is nice to see my Mother and Grandmother.. They both rock the house yo.

I dropped by my ex-girlfriends sisters house today.. I gave her nieces some Japanese candy that I bought...
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annysia:
awww, sorry to hear all that. try to make the most of your holidays. Alisa has some good advice...

Happy Holidayz!!! smile *cheers*
xxanastasiaxx:
*hugs* I'm so sorry. Try to make the best of your trip, the holidays are almost over, it will be a new year and maybe good things will happen.

Wishing you all the best.

kiss

Saturday Dec 20, 2003

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So I have Kept SG kind of a secret.. Just cause I'm a bastard like that, and I want it all to myself. I just told my bestfreind about the site, and I've been a member for a year, BUT the one friend that I did tell.. has been thinking about applying to become an SG .. I think that would be kind of cool....
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silencenoir:
She should definitly apply. She'd fit right in! smile

Friday Dec 19, 2003

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I think I got the Strep Throat.. and nope.. I don't like it. frown

Sunday Dec 14, 2003

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I jogged 4 miles today, and then had a friggin panic attack right afterwards. Let me tell ya that sucks.. being all tired, and worn out and shit, and then all the panic. I was dizzy, head spinning, and heart pounding, but fuck it, I am not letting that shit stop me. I'm not gonna stop..

I'm gonna watch the Simpsons now..

Hope you are...
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jj_r0x0rz:
ahh the simpsons a cure for everything...
cornelius:
hey... something finally went up in the toy-collecting group. please check it out if you've got the time.

-bobby

Friday Dec 12, 2003

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ok I hate it, but I jogged 4 miles today, and mind you it was 4:50am. I couldn't sleep so I went out a jogged for a while.

I will be in Oklahoma soon for Christmas. Should I stop by and see my Ex? Man, that's a hard one for me. I still miss her a lot. Well, either way, I'm gonna stop by here...
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rawr_ima_monster:
SLeep is my bitch, dude.
-I'll teach it to backsass me. worthless slut-ass sleep...damn.
Dave
rawr_ima_monster:
for serious.
-you know it.
Dave

Monday Dec 08, 2003

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I have had so much on my mind lately. I don't really talk about this kind of stuff with anyone, well, anymore that is..

I was
raised in a Cult, and although I'm over it all for the most part. Once in a blue moon, it still gets to me... I don't even know what's bothering me about it. It just is.

also.. last...
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xxanastasiaxx:
Hi!

it's that time of the year. I find myself doing the same thing..but I have been keeping busy, trying to keep my mind distracted.

distractions are good.

kiss sending you warm, fuzzy, happy thoughts.

thepromdate:
i guess you call it bling bling...


it's funny how you can be over something, no hard feelings, nothing, yet the idea of being in a familiar place can be sickening.

Saturday Dec 06, 2003

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Last night.. went to Beauty Bar and met up with a group of friends. Man, Beauty Bar has the highest girl guy ratio around. It's always like 4 girls to 1 guy, and I kinda dig that. smile cause I like girls yo. lol It was really nice just to get out of the apt and not be working for once.

The working out is going...
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escapegoat:
why thank you
escapegoat:
why thank you

Saturday Nov 29, 2003

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Man, I have not been able to sleep past 5am for the last few weeks. It's really starting to drive me nuts. It's like early morning insomnia. Well, I have always been an early riser, but jesus I'm tired, and I would really like to be able to sleep till noon just once.

well, that's my bitching session.

I hope everyone is doing great.

smile
justlittleolme:
sounds like you need more alcohol in your diet.

cross your toes while you're at it. i don't think just the fingers are doing the trick. frown
alisa:
try jacking off when you first wake up and see if you can't go back to sleep after that. that's what i do when i want to get a good sleep session.

thanks for thinking about me the other day. i've been super busy but i'm really happy about the jobs i have.
kiss
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