ok... UPDATE: 01 18 04
My Grandmother goes in to have a Pace Maker put in on Monday.. any good thoughts you could send would be greatly appreciated..
My grandma rocks the house yo.
I have today off, so that will make this a 4 day weekend.. wooo hoooo.
tonight.. Drinking with the group of kids at the Beauty Bar.
Maybe Barsinister on Sat.
and...
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My Grandmother goes in to have a Pace Maker put in on Monday.. any good thoughts you could send would be greatly appreciated..
My grandma rocks the house yo.
I have today off, so that will make this a 4 day weekend.. wooo hoooo.
tonight.. Drinking with the group of kids at the Beauty Bar.
Maybe Barsinister on Sat.
and...
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lesson learned this week.
People other then me have a lot of problems and things going on. I have to remember that when they treat me badly. I don't need to get upset or angry about it, or even worse drawn into it. My gut reaction to this has always been to get angry or get even, but now.. I don't feel that way.. I...
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People other then me have a lot of problems and things going on. I have to remember that when they treat me badly. I don't need to get upset or angry about it, or even worse drawn into it. My gut reaction to this has always been to get angry or get even, but now.. I don't feel that way.. I...
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gasmaskboy:
and holy shit yeah yer hair is white... that fucking rules....
I wanted to do that when my hair was longer....
cuz on me.... it would look fucking freakish.
I wanted to do that when my hair was longer....
cuz on me.... it would look fucking freakish.
gasmaskboy:
yeah dude that DI song fucking rules.
\m/
\m/
Satan had nothing to do with it.
I WANTED TO DO IT!!!
I WANTED TO DO IT!!!
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justlittleolme:
did you go and bleach your hair while i was gone??
alisa:
do what???!!! 
great if i can ever get any time on here like i used to have. but that just seems to be a dream of late. i'm working so much and most time i'm too tired to really enjoy being on here without feeling rushed.
like now i'm only going to be on for a little bit more before bed time. then i only get a few hours tomorrow before i have an appointment. oh well it's my own doing so i can't complain TOO much.
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great if i can ever get any time on here like i used to have. but that just seems to be a dream of late. i'm working so much and most time i'm too tired to really enjoy being on here without feeling rushed.
like now i'm only going to be on for a little bit more before bed time. then i only get a few hours tomorrow before i have an appointment. oh well it's my own doing so i can't complain TOO much.
[Edited on Jan 14, 2004 9:47PM]
Pirate Style..
Hum, well.. we will be drinking and thinking about this once again.. at the Beauty Bar on Friday Night.
Hum, well.. we will be drinking and thinking about this once again.. at the Beauty Bar on Friday Night.
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hollywoodrocks:
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hollywoodrocks:
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Went out this weekend (Beauty Bar) on Friday, and (Falcon) Sat.. plus a little (Crazy Girls action as well) .. Got a little drunk.. and had fun.
Took a bunch of cool pictures that I will try and post later.
Oh, and have been working on a new Sexual movment / position.. called
Pirate Style.
I'll let ya Know ..
Took a bunch of cool pictures that I will try and post later.
Oh, and have been working on a new Sexual movment / position.. called
Pirate Style.
I'll let ya Know ..
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hollywoodrocks:
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I'm still sad Kids.
I'm still so blown away that my ex is living with her new boyfriend. I mean, I'm just sad. She still has given me no reasons for why she didn't want to be with me anymore, and the old reasons that she did give at the time we broke up she says were all her just being crazy. I honestly think...
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I'm still so blown away that my ex is living with her new boyfriend. I mean, I'm just sad. She still has given me no reasons for why she didn't want to be with me anymore, and the old reasons that she did give at the time we broke up she says were all her just being crazy. I honestly think...
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thepromdate:
you shouldn't talk to her. i mean, really. you guys might be friends, you guys might get a long, but i think in the end it's best to not talk to her, to not know what's going on. maybe at a later time you guys can hang out again, talk, whatever. but until she doesn't make you sad, i'd just walk away from it right now.
and something good will come of it. it might not be right now, but when you find that someone and just know that they're the one, then it'll be the best thing ever.
and maybe she does know reasons why and just isn't able to be honest with herself and with you. it's really hard, to hurt someone you love or even to admit certain things to yourself. but don't worry, things will get better and the sadness will go away.
and something good will come of it. it might not be right now, but when you find that someone and just know that they're the one, then it'll be the best thing ever.
and maybe she does know reasons why and just isn't able to be honest with herself and with you. it's really hard, to hurt someone you love or even to admit certain things to yourself. but don't worry, things will get better and the sadness will go away.
xxanastasiaxx:
some good will come, you'll see...
it just takes time, which of course is the hardest part..
That doesn't mean you will ever get passed or over your feelings
it just becomes easier, you learn to cope
and fill the void.
or you take up writing..
like me.
it just takes time, which of course is the hardest part..
That doesn't mean you will ever get passed or over your feelings
it just becomes easier, you learn to cope
and fill the void.
or you take up writing..
like me.
Have you ever had one of those periods in your life where you look back at the choices you've made? and then say to yourself.. MAN!!! YOU'RE ONE STUPID MOTHER FUCKER!!!
well that's me.
Mr. Stupid Mother Fucker at your service.
well that's me.
Mr. Stupid Mother Fucker at your service.
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gasmaskboy:
Sorry Bro, I know what ya mean.
hopes things go better, and just remember next time.
hopes things go better, and just remember next time.
delirium_faerie:
sometimes i hate people. i think most of the smart ones must drink at home.
It sad to think that I've never really had a time in my life where everything was right and I was happy.
I don't even know what that would be like.
I don't even know what that would be like.
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escapegoat:
me too........
when i look back, i dont really know where i lost the magic
ive tasted it in later life for moments,then its gone
although......i think ive created a world where i prefer it to be fucked up.....for better or worse......ive constructed a character that defines "me".......
when i look back, i dont really know where i lost the magic
ive tasted it in later life for moments,then its gone
although......i think ive created a world where i prefer it to be fucked up.....for better or worse......ive constructed a character that defines "me".......
thepromdate:
you know, i wouldn't even mind the dead end part so much, as long as i was paying rent and bills, etc. that's the part that kills me. i'm going nowhere and struggling.
nice, huh?
nice, huh?
Hope your Grandmother is doing well.
Grandmothers are the best! Mine curses all the time and she's a bit of a manipulator. Such a con! I love her!
Grandmothers are awesome! Mine raised me since I was 11 and I couldn't have asked for a better parent..she's my best friend