Took the day off from work.
Did my Taxes.
Relaxing / Drinking a little.
Listening to music.
thinking too. too much maybe
Nap time soon.
Going out tonight but not sure where.
thinking too much
Question, well, if you are reading this..
Have you ever felt that thing in the pit of your being, in the pit of your everything.. about someone you were with... Read More
pit as in...what? that i miss him? no. that he was the one? again, no. i'm sure you're not the only one. i have that feeling in my tummy now, with the person i'm with now. i've never felt like this, never this sure. never this content. maybe i missed the point of the question....but..whatever it is, i'm sure you're not the only one.
I woke up this morning with bed head. My hair is fucked and all over the place, but I really don't care.. I kinda like it that way.. specialy since it's growing out and now half brown with bleach on the ends. Growing it too dread yo.
When I leave my apt in a few minutes I'm not gonna touch it...
in response to your 2nd paragraph: you just feel that way becuase all you feel right now is what it's like not to have someone like that in your life. when you find it again, you'll see it in a deeper richer way. trust me.
I for one would like to encourage you to paint. whether anyone likes it or not is null and void. the fact is, it's an incredible form of self expression. you've heard the old saying beauty is in the eye of the beholder, right? well so is perception.
My Grandmother seems to be doing fair after having her feeding tube installed.. I mean, I guess there is no change really for the better or worse.. My mom says that she did mention My Step Grandfather just the other day..(he past away a couple of weeks ago) My Grandma will say.. "He's such a good Daddy", "He's a good Daddy". Although she doesnt show... Read More
You sound like a softie like me....I give second, third, fourth chances all the time. In some cases, I give millions of chances. Damn, I gotta stop that shit.
My poor little Grandma will have a feeding tube put in at the hospital in the morning. I hope that she doenst feel a lot of pain. She is a good woman and has been through a lot in the last couple of weeks.
She lost her Husband last week, and was in the Hospital herself so she was not there with him when he... Read More
I just wanted to tell you, I was sitting here writing out my new journal entry, and I was having trouble with something, then I go look at the boards and I see your thread about showing pics of where you live, that thread has helped me out alot, so THANK YOU!!!
"Did you know my Daddys gone?"
"Did you know my Daddys gone?"
My Grandmother is still in the Hospital.. and she's not able to eat or drink. She is becoming very mal nurished, and my mother is afraid she can't live long like this. Last Tuesday in another hospital my step grandfather died, which was her husband for the last 30 years.. My mother finally... Read More
Parrots rule! But they're sooo much responsibility, and they live soooo long. I'm getting an African Grey from my mom, woo! Well, she's actually gonna be for my BF, because he loves Greys. I'm starting a collection.
well my Mom just called and told me that My Step Grandfather died this morning. I'm sad, I wasnt too close with him, but he had been around since I was about 5. He was the only Grandfather that I really knew. anyway.. My mother is not going to tell my Grandmother, because she is in the hospital too, and has been in and out... Read More
well kids i was made an offer today that if it pans out will take me far away from LA.. I dont have all the info yet, but please keep your fingers crossed for me.. This could be great.
I never really thought of living in Italy before... but what the hell right?
WOW, Italy!!!! I will keep my fingers crossed for you. Always wanted to visit Italy. maybe someday..
I'm off to new orleans next month, and then Amsterdam in May.
Ok everyone.. I'm not trying to be a bitch here, but twice this weekend I have seen people litter and it is pissing me off. The first guy was sitting at a bus stop drinking out of something like medium subway cup, and when he finished he just tossed the empty cup right out into the street.. (Fucking Prick) The second guy was at the... Read More
I did call. And the rest is in my journal. Too much to go into detail about. My romantic life is like a dime store novel. Cheap and escapist rubbish. Blah!
ok.. so i was thinking the other day that I am friggin 35 years old... how in the hell is it that I have never learned how to play poker.. isnt it a law or something that guys have to know how?
anyway lately I have had a new group of friends.. well and other friends that arent related to the group as well come... Read More