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Emetophobia + Quick Cute/Funny Story

Emetophobia

creep, crawl, slither, ooze
slip through the cracks
in and over and up under my skin
quiet, silent, sneak, deceive
poisoning every bit of me
Ive been infected
and I can not wash this away
torment never ending
ever present
I am not who I am
I AM NOT who I am
I am your prisoner
held captive by...
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thistle:
Cute!
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brightredscream:
Cuuuuuuute!
t8rr8r:
Rawr lol
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I dont feel good. I dont mean emotionally, although things havent improved much there either, I mean physically. I didnt think I was sick, even though it feels like more than exhaustion, but then Jen came home from work early because she doesnt feel good and is in moms room napping with Ava. Maybe we are sick. I dont know, but I feel like shit....
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Poetry From 15 Year Old Me

I dont really feel like writing, and I dont have much to talk about. I managed not to binge yesterday at all, but Im still not dressed today. So, anyway, I thought Id post an old poem, and I found this one. It was written when I was 15. My best friend spent the night and we decided to...
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archaepelago:
Truly great poem....it is absolutely amazing how one can fashion words into something so powerful.

...and you have the most rockin hair love
I used to write poetry...maybe I should get back into it.

Thank you so much for your blog response. I think you are right in that I need to become more comfortable with myself. I've always known who I am, and struggled with it from the time I was aware as a young girl until my mid-20s. I'll blame it on the fact I couldn't reconcile ME with my religion.

While I know me, I need to accept me...I think.

Thank you lovelove
gypsy11681:
Thank you smile and youre welcome. What I went through was similar.
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