It's weird how things kinda just slide and you see changes and want to make the necessary adjustments but find your habits and behaviors limit your ability to remain fluid and changing.
I always thought I had the ability to change at anytime. I'm finding that, that's not the case. I used to think that my work ethic was so great, I could do anything and now that feels very far from the truth.
Maybe it's the isolation. Maybe not.
I guess live and learn.