I’ve struggled my whole life with being pessimistic but never really thought that the late nights and almost paralyzing fear were something that affected my daily life. It was separate. But now it’s making me stay up late, not eat, have anxiety caused by fear of abandonment and an sense that everything is just temporary so why keep people around. I’m getting help tomorrow. I’m so tired of this war inside my head.
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user997870:
You have to have the strength to seek help and sure that you will improve a lot in this. You have to have someone to talk to, but everything will be fine 😉🧡
fuck:
They put me on meds. Zoloft essentially. We’ll see how it worlds out but can’t be worse than where I was at.