New Year. New Things. New Happenings. Same Old Shit.
I'm kind of hoping that this year is a good year. That after the last 10 years or so of complete and utter bullshit that I can finally shake it off and get a good foot hold on moving forward.
Plans for the work to attain said goal are as follows.
1. Fix relationship. It's hard to when you, yourself have done a lot of the damage. But where others would falter and walk away, I will not. It's not in my vocabulary to quit on anything other than shitty jobs and playing football. I love my fiancee more than anything, I want it to work more than anything and I will do anything to make it work. Therapy, is my answer on this. I can't say that it will work but I can say that I will do everything in my power to make it work.
2. Out with the old in with the new. No more shitty tattoos. Chest is almost covered up now. Next up right lower leg. I'm just going to have someone blast over it with all black shit. Mainly wolves and crows. Then I no longer have shittyness attached to my body.
3. Complete my start up on my company that I've been working on for over a year.
4. Stay in school full time. No need to back track just keep moving.
5. Lose 35 lbs. Easier said then done. Probably gonna have to give up shit I don't want to give up but I need to hit at least 170 lbs this year. Don't know how attainable that will or healthy at this point but the point is I need to take care of myself.
6. Keeping on the fixing shit or finishing shit points, Fix my credit. Again gonna have to give shit up for this.
7. Get Mazda to Arizona and fix her.
8. Re-Enlist National Guard. If this doesn't work I will concede that maybe this just wasn't my place. But I will do everything in my power to finish my goal of serving my country by any means necessary.
9. Work on getting a gallery show up and running this year. I have always wanted to do this. Have had so many ideas for this I can't count them. Time to make it happen.
10. Read more books.
I'm kind of hoping that this year is a good year. That after the last 10 years or so of complete and utter bullshit that I can finally shake it off and get a good foot hold on moving forward.
Plans for the work to attain said goal are as follows.
1. Fix relationship. It's hard to when you, yourself have done a lot of the damage. But where others would falter and walk away, I will not. It's not in my vocabulary to quit on anything other than shitty jobs and playing football. I love my fiancee more than anything, I want it to work more than anything and I will do anything to make it work. Therapy, is my answer on this. I can't say that it will work but I can say that I will do everything in my power to make it work.
2. Out with the old in with the new. No more shitty tattoos. Chest is almost covered up now. Next up right lower leg. I'm just going to have someone blast over it with all black shit. Mainly wolves and crows. Then I no longer have shittyness attached to my body.
3. Complete my start up on my company that I've been working on for over a year.
4. Stay in school full time. No need to back track just keep moving.
5. Lose 35 lbs. Easier said then done. Probably gonna have to give up shit I don't want to give up but I need to hit at least 170 lbs this year. Don't know how attainable that will or healthy at this point but the point is I need to take care of myself.
6. Keeping on the fixing shit or finishing shit points, Fix my credit. Again gonna have to give shit up for this.
7. Get Mazda to Arizona and fix her.
8. Re-Enlist National Guard. If this doesn't work I will concede that maybe this just wasn't my place. But I will do everything in my power to finish my goal of serving my country by any means necessary.
9. Work on getting a gallery show up and running this year. I have always wanted to do this. Have had so many ideas for this I can't count them. Time to make it happen.
10. Read more books.