I really don't have much at the moment. The only things going through my head at the moment are the negatives...I feel disconnected from everyone. Like the relationships that I have with all my friends and family are falling apart. I feel like my whole world is shifting and caving in on itself. I have no idea what to do about it. I guess it's I just feel like the negatives are just overriding the positives. I even feel it wreaking havoc on my body. I'm sore and tired all the time. My heart hangs heavy and beats hard all the time. I did feel better yesterday spending time with my nephew and best friend and his family. Just spending time with my nephew and seeing him light up when he saw me was awesome. For kids the little things make all the difference. Even just pushing them on a swing or putting them on your shoulders is awesome for them...I wish things were that simple now.
mellon:
The only constant in your world is that you are in it. We tend to look at the world and think it's more solid than it is. And then when it disappoints us, we freak out. It's a horrible feeling. The only way to avoid it is to stop setting the foundation of your peace of mind on things that aren't dependable, and find something that is. I realize that's easier said than done, but that's what you have to do.