Long time, no journal. Let's see. I am now sober for two months. I am working at a new job as I was unceremoniously fired (for no specific reason) from my last job. I am living day to day. But this is not to say that I am not INFINITELY happier than I was. For some strange reason, this week has been a tough week. I have been feeling more raw this week than I have in a while, and part of that, I think, is due to the fact that this week has been rainy and dismal, and I have been getting sick. But, I am feeling better this morning, so it is off to the gym, then off to some other life changing things to do this afternoon.
The world is a strange place, and I do not know what will happen from one day to the next, but I know that I am trying my hardest to become a new person. I am striving to make myself better, something I haven't done in a VERY long time. Something I haven't even felt was possible for a very long time.
Long story short, life is in flux for me. I am now changing and I do not know where I will end up. And maybe...that is what makes it so exciting and scary.
Love to you all and I will write again soon.
Adam
The world is a strange place, and I do not know what will happen from one day to the next, but I know that I am trying my hardest to become a new person. I am striving to make myself better, something I haven't done in a VERY long time. Something I haven't even felt was possible for a very long time.
Long story short, life is in flux for me. I am now changing and I do not know where I will end up. And maybe...that is what makes it so exciting and scary.
Love to you all and I will write again soon.
Adam
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robotsatemyhair:
haha Thank you... weather's sort of nasty down here though....
streetmuse:
thank you ;-)