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Seriously, my SG friends and Silliness friends have been my bigger supporters.


Thank you for helping me out during this crappy time in my life. I appreciate you sharing and such.

Help My Brain Hate Me Less

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http://brainhatesme.wordpress.com/

To help me out (because we're in kind of desperate need. Just share it if you can't help out. That'd be way cool too!)

http://www.gofundme.com/mybrainhatesme

Tumblrs!!!!

Brain Stuff: http://mybrainhatesme.tumblr.com/

Fandoms, Flove, Flife: http://niansahc.tumblr.com/

Sexy Stuff: http://robotsatemyhair.tumblr.com/

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0sy7y54XAE

Of Lap Dogs and Rubies

In the ballroom,
Painted grey floors
And French doors and doors
You told me you wanted the
Mother and the child.
Little dogs, they were,
Fluff-mongrel mutts
But so so sweet, and that
Was just the last puppy
And you were broken up
About breaking up
Mother and child.
But what I saw...
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mildots:
♥ RK smile
blackheartdown:
Of Lap Dogs and Rubies

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I've been in a poetic mood the last few days, although I am poetry challenged so It's nice to appreciate others with skill.

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O rubor sanguinis,
qui de excelso illo fluxisti,
quod divinitas tetigit,
tu flos es,
quem hiems de flatu serpentis
num quam lesit.


Oh redness of blood,
you who have flown
to the heights divinity touched,
you are the flower
that the winter of the serpent's breath
can never wilt.



-Hildegard von Bingen

daorby:
Never thought I'd hear Hildegard of Bingen's words on SG! Thanks for that. Beautiful musical arrangement, beautiful. Wishing you well, as always!
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My biological father's wife is orchestrating this whole "casual get together" this week. I've been thinking dinner or something. Well, she left a message saying they could stop by at 10:30 in the morning.

10:30 in the morning while my husband is at work and my son is at school, and right before I have a meeting with the Psychologist to...
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arroia:
That is definitely not something that you need right no, so a big 'hell no' is in order. Can you just reschedule so it's more convenient for you?

I agree, watching series is way better that way, I'm just too bloody curious.
cpkz:
Wow, is that a no. I hope they accept that, easily, without fighting.

Wow...that started a whole bunch of thoughts. Like, how my generation may be one of the first that really taught that people deal with all problems, especially, grieving, differently. I don't, and my friends don't, assume that the best thing to do is just come over and try to throw a party. You ask, "hey, I'm here for you. Do you need an ear?" You don't just invite yourself...

I know my grandparents don't do that. My parents only do that because I've sat them down and talked to them about it repeatedly. But those my age seem to intuitively understand.
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I'm in that withdrawn mode where I really don't want to talk to anyone, but I still want people to poke me with a stick now and then to see if I'm breathing.

This is complex in my household.

The medicine my doctor gave me to help counteract the cracked out feeling caused by some of my medications caused me to stay...
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pomfelo:
I know that feeling. Say hi when you're feeling up to it. *hugs*
lectorvyal:
i haven't had any dreams lately, i think i had a mass dream murder a while back and it really pruned down my regulars.