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Today is very exciting for me.. I am going to be a new mom soon to a little fuzzy dog. I have dogs but not a little one for a long long time..thinking maybe a baby to love and care for will get me through my 30s.. animals are just so important to me..if anyone is looking for a pet to love ..just email me...
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Yeah so Im back.. checking out the new sexy mamas.. bored and anxiety ridden. not a good combo for me.. I have beautiful friends and a great life..if only boys didnt lie soo much. hey, Anais..if you are still around send me a note k.. miss you.

I have been so incredibly busy lately.. had some cute sweet man friends of ours staying for two weeks..its amazing how much fun you can have with just a few new people around to get you going.. I have made a few new friends too, and therefore havent been keeping up here on the good ol SG. My diet has been a success and I...
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HI to everyone I met at the party... sorry I had to leave early but my friends couldnt get in because it was so crowded.. so I went somewhere else to hang out with them.. I really enjoyed meeting you all and seeing the real people behind the curtain. take care see you on the net.

OK ay so I never made it to the birthday bash.. I stopped by a friends house to get a bit high and vent a little about my shitty day and my fducke up life ...so instead I ended up getting completely obliterated and could hardly go two blocks to get home.. oh well. Deadning the pain is so refreshing. gimme some more dammit.. btw...
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you know ...sometimes it feels really good to kick someones ass verbally..especially when its been a long time coming..;P.. So I guess Im feeling a bit purged and now I have to gather the strength to stay up all day at work, and then go to Rubys bday bash..bring on the caffine!!! Hope all you out there have a wonderful day free of assholes and...
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Today is pretty much the same as the last few days ..i am just stuck in this sad funk and now I have black and blue hair to go with my mood.. yeah. even my dreams are totally fucked up. but really real and scary as in///is this whats going to happen to me/?? Im just so tired of trying, tired of filling up the...
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bought a Nick Drake album today.. I love his voice.. he died so young..its very sad that such amazing beautiful people can be so messed up and lose it all. Funny thing is that it happens every day..sometimes I am greatful to be good at lots of little things and not a superstar or genius. Its easier to breath and separate the necessary objects that...
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Had a nice anniversary night on saturday..presents and my fantasy came true!!! I am one lucky girl when it comes to my girrlfriend. Otherwise, still dealing with emotional crap and fucked up in the head feelings. sometimes she is the only thing that keeps me going. ran into a bitch today at school and she tried to say Hi of all things... I looked at...
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I am stripped, naked and torn, bereft and bloody..sick of everything that i hold dear that stabs me and bleeds me like a viper. I am poisoned and imprisoned. my heart lacks a beat, my voice is dead. The body still works, the mind still churns ...my eyes burn. no one to talk to ..nothing to say..i am broken again..

More promises of forever love and fidelity...ahh what a wicked world we live in.. I will not jump for joy, or cry... I will only nod and say we'll see.. I love I lose I dont even care anymore..to my sweet friends tread carefully but give your heart..completely..tt

labor day.. yep thats what it is..time to clean the house and get all ready for the man to come home, school to start and life to get crazy again.. yeah..but first I wanted to say hi to all the people in my neighborhood and hope they are having a nice day off.. grab some beer, some chicken and go sit in a park somewhere,...
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