back to life, back to reality. heh.
finally made it back to Los Angeles after a small but strange diversion... crazy thing this love is....
i stopped in reno for a night on my way out and hung around a coffeehouse in reno for a day chatting with some local burners.... and an end of a conversation went something like this:
girl: how do you...
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finally made it back to Los Angeles after a small but strange diversion... crazy thing this love is....
i stopped in reno for a night on my way out and hung around a coffeehouse in reno for a day chatting with some local burners.... and an end of a conversation went something like this:
girl: how do you...
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unkyjar:
I've done something like that before. Distilled my mind down to a single statement. The problem is, for me at least, that statement changes from month to month.
still in st.louis... planning on heading out saturday morning or perhaps friday night if i'm feeling up to it. illness is under control after getting antibiotics in my system.
i was wary of coming here, though i knew i needed to see my folks before i headed out west.... but i'm really glad i came out this way. my nervousness and apprehension of moving to...
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i was wary of coming here, though i knew i needed to see my folks before i headed out west.... but i'm really glad i came out this way. my nervousness and apprehension of moving to...
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packing. tired. sick. a bit of an OD the other night.... has left me feeling ill. had a fever all night last night. and now my tonsils are swollen. aurgh. and i have to pack.. and load up the van... and be on the road tomorrow. someone please send me some energy.
i've spent most of today loading up on vitamin C and sniffing ravensara...
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i've spent most of today loading up on vitamin C and sniffing ravensara...
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trilobyte:
Sorry to hear it - good luck at recuperation, and I hope the packing goes well
~Trilo~
~Trilo~
ericdravyn:
I will send you some long distance healing; what part of the world are you in at the moment?
Am packing myself to go on the road for a job; will be out and about for a few months with some time home in between... I find lately that I prefer to be on the road as opposed to being at home... go figure...
Hope you recover quickly and have a safe trip to wherever you are going...
Am packing myself to go on the road for a job; will be out and about for a few months with some time home in between... I find lately that I prefer to be on the road as opposed to being at home... go figure...
Hope you recover quickly and have a safe trip to wherever you are going...
not connected.. not connected.. disconnected... broke the circuit. wires crossed and disconnected. uncertainty. doubt. mainframe lost. and i can't see it all. throwing myself amidst adventure. making it all up as i go along. do i still hope that one thing will make sense some day? shadows nesting on the wall. the ground is unsteady. chancing it all. and not chancing the rest. known vs....
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timtv:
WOW, is that the polar opposite of how I feel right now! I've been reading a book by Deshimari Roshi, a lifelong warrior-monk. It's about Zen meditation and developing inner and outer centralization. I'm no hippie, but meditation is really good for you! It sure beats medication!
As my years of training are starting to advance, I am noticing that things around me which seem to occur really fast to other people are happening slowly and clearly to me. During times which are more frightening and confusing to others I'm able to stay calm and centered. So, if this sounds like somewhere you'd like to be, maybe put a little time aside every day to practice. 'Cause at the rate you're spinning, you might just turn into butter!
T.
As my years of training are starting to advance, I am noticing that things around me which seem to occur really fast to other people are happening slowly and clearly to me. During times which are more frightening and confusing to others I'm able to stay calm and centered. So, if this sounds like somewhere you'd like to be, maybe put a little time aside every day to practice. 'Cause at the rate you're spinning, you might just turn into butter!
T.
spidervio:
Swinging back and forth between static and entropic states, hope you're still out there. You want things to stabilize, but nothing seems worthwhile when they do...
"Life of a rockstar" or "new york makes my nose itch" or "amphigory of raynn" drugs not included
ipod manifested delirium made for a foggy welcome back in nyc. new versions of old show me how much has changed... but how it can all still feel the same. spent time pretending my diversion was just a dream.
fulfilled cravings to my hearts content: chili pepper...
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ipod manifested delirium made for a foggy welcome back in nyc. new versions of old show me how much has changed... but how it can all still feel the same. spent time pretending my diversion was just a dream.
fulfilled cravings to my hearts content: chili pepper...
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things to do in a day in springfield missouri....
i find myself here because of a study.. a study that let me out this morning at 7:30 and i have to be back in at 6am tomorrow. so.. in an effort to not waste gas in driving all the way back to fayetteville and then have to drive all the way back here.. i've been...
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i find myself here because of a study.. a study that let me out this morning at 7:30 and i have to be back in at 6am tomorrow. so.. in an effort to not waste gas in driving all the way back to fayetteville and then have to drive all the way back here.. i've been...
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kingskottie:
hell yes. WOW!
trilobyte:
We're not a big theme camp, so we don't have placement or anything figured out quite yet. But we're likely going to be in the vicinity of 9 o'clock and 3rd or 4th street back (c or d or whatever the words are). You'll most likely find us at or near El Circo, however. Look for the big El Circo dome, then for the silver ship anchored a hundred or so yards away.
I'm thinking that Wednesday night we're going to do another temple shindig. It was well received last year, and there's been a lot of interest in us doing that again.
I'm getting ridiculously excited
~Trilo~
I'm thinking that Wednesday night we're going to do another temple shindig. It was well received last year, and there's been a lot of interest in us doing that again.
I'm getting ridiculously excited
~Trilo~
losing my perceptions even now. still trying to learn.. relearn how to let go of things that i still seem to want.. despite how much damage they.. it seems to do to me.
lose myself in distractions.. or try to anyway.
Behold the power of NEW.
keep waiting for something to be different.
romance is just about dead. comparisons paling. impaling. but i can't have...
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lose myself in distractions.. or try to anyway.
Behold the power of NEW.
keep waiting for something to be different.
romance is just about dead. comparisons paling. impaling. but i can't have...
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spidervio:
Oh, i don't intend to respond to him. Once a bastard, always a bastard...i've never trusted "born agains" of any stripe. Repentant self-flagellants. It's all self gratification in one way or another.
I think night-fears lurk in the backgrounds of most of insomniacs. I had my first all nighter when i was nine, after playing at a friend's house. Her parents were groundskeepers for a cemetery. Dark country roads being what they are, i was certain something or Something had followed us on the drive home. Kept waiting for a face in the window until the sun rose. Even now, i think, even knowing its irrational...yeah.
I think night-fears lurk in the backgrounds of most of insomniacs. I had my first all nighter when i was nine, after playing at a friend's house. Her parents were groundskeepers for a cemetery. Dark country roads being what they are, i was certain something or Something had followed us on the drive home. Kept waiting for a face in the window until the sun rose. Even now, i think, even knowing its irrational...yeah.
fukidunno:
Losing perspectives makes room for new ones.
My friends and I have always said the,"I'm a strong black woman". Guess it's universal linkage.
My friends and I have always said the,"I'm a strong black woman". Guess it's universal linkage.
i accidentally threw my mind out the window as i was speeding down gregg st...... and the sounds of it falling echoed off the guardrail.
this world just keeps on spinning. been spinning trying to keep up for so long. i sometimes wonder if i passed it at some point. ah.. the random bouts with insanity. i'm supposed to meet my friend tanjent there... i'm...
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this world just keeps on spinning. been spinning trying to keep up for so long. i sometimes wonder if i passed it at some point. ah.. the random bouts with insanity. i'm supposed to meet my friend tanjent there... i'm...
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unkyjar:
It's strange, but everyone comes back to NY sooner or later.
Safe trip, and good luck with the planning.
Safe trip, and good luck with the planning.
jimmieknuckles:
138, what an interesting price. ive spent 33 plus hours on a bus trip, it wasnt exactly what i would call entertaining, but the people on board were quite interesting to say the least, definitely an experience to remember
i'm drunk. and right now i'm so in love with you. and i don't want to think too much about what we should or shouldn't do. lay my hands on heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars while the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car.
nothing quite like the feel of something new.
maybe i'm all messed...
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nothing quite like the feel of something new.
maybe i'm all messed...
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sherrer:
three cheers for the wicked ale.
sempi:
Happy B-Day!
i sometimes forget that people out there... ie.. those of you reading .. dont actually know me.
i tend to write.. type... as though i'm addressing some other aspect of myself. most of the time anyhow.
would you believe that i'm in arkansas at the moment. mostly i don't. i move around a lot. a lot a lot. a year ago i was in nyc....
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i tend to write.. type... as though i'm addressing some other aspect of myself. most of the time anyhow.
would you believe that i'm in arkansas at the moment. mostly i don't. i move around a lot. a lot a lot. a year ago i was in nyc....
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sherrer:
thanks for allowing me to know you a little more each day..cheers beautiful.
hijames69:
Great new set today! I Love your wings tat.
Good luck with the research job; several years ago I worked a few shifts at a lab in Phoenix and I saw it can get pretty intense.
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Good luck with the research job; several years ago I worked a few shifts at a lab in Phoenix and I saw it can get pretty intense.
[Edited on May 31, 2005 12:01AM]