Tuesday Feb 07, 2006

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It appears that my head is beginning to come back together.
lokischild:
as opposed to in pieces? i almost died when i saw an actual update-ish thing in here..tongue
EL SUICIDO LOCO
lokischild:
miao.
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Thursday Oct 27, 2005

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I'm a complete and total idiot. Trying sooooo very hard to maintain a friendship without sexual contact because she said she needed a friend right now, and sleeping with people was a bad thing for her head......then she has a friend of mine drive 40mins at 11pm to go and see her when he has work the next morning.

It's probably unfair of me to...
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Saturday Oct 01, 2005

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So many delightful parallels.

PLAGUE
Game's over. Last chance to get out of this
without a prison sentence. You're not good
enough to beat me, you little shit.

DADE
Yeah, maybe I'm not. But we are, you asshole
lokischild:
hey i'm gonna go through with it....let people know to keep an eye on my journal the next couple days.....
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Sunday Sep 18, 2005

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Alright. Time to go back to being a real guy. Fuck this open and honest bullshit. Fuck talking about my feelings. This hasn't done a damn thing for me since day fuckin one.
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lokischild:
why?!?>!! why must you never update?!?!!?! kiss
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laceyk:
Please don't go back to being anormal guy. There are too many of them out there.

Wednesday Sep 07, 2005

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Ok. An actual update.


Saturday night, August 27th: Went with a group of people to have an awesome time partying at my first goth/steampunk event. It was fun and reminded me why I used to like hitting the clubs.

Then, work, work, stress, work.

Friday Night, September 2nd: Gypsy Party at SLC. Had fun, got to see who I still know 'round campus. Had some...
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lokischild:
holy crap batman! here i was just checking your journal on a whim, knowing that there probably wouldn't be an update, and somehow, miracle of miracles, here it is!!! eeek biggrin kiss
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Friday Aug 19, 2005

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Well, off to Boston for the weekend. I need to get away from NY and all the sources of my stress. Seeking good headspace.
lokischild:
have fun, drink and smoke lots, relax.....enjoy....i'll talk to you when you get back so you can give me all the lurid details... biggrin
EL SUICIDO LOCO
lokischild:
update!
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Wednesday Aug 17, 2005

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It's strange. I'm a nice guy to girls and I make lots of friends. But lately I've been an asshole to new girls and they've been hitting on me....

I guess I never really wanted to believe I'd catch more girls by being an asshole....but I was wrong.
pulloffmywings:
it's true. we only like assholes.
lokischild:
as long as you're a funny asshole, it tends to be accepted... biggrin tongue
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Thursday Aug 04, 2005

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Ok, so it has been decided. I will build my self confidence and become a more assertive person. No more using Jack Daniels for courage.
lokischild:
jack daniels is yummy, but i tend to use weed instead.... biggrin
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Wednesday Jul 27, 2005

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I say my sad things here, I don't know why. It just feels safe.

I've still fallen for my friend Amy....but she's in a girls only phase, and even if she wasn't it has been made crystal clear that her feelings torwards me will never change from friendship to something else. Unfortunately it's hard to fend of your own emotions, especially when you like a...
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lokischild:
awww......poor jarrod....::hugs::
::starts singing:: someday my prince will come!
whats up? haven't talked to you in a bit.....
EL SUICIDO LOCO
posh:
i had to use baby oil. there were no problems with it though. it came off super easily without any sticking or pain.

Sunday Jul 17, 2005

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Some days I don't even know why I bother.
lokischild:
you can bother me whenever you want. smile
and if you don't, then i will bother you. biggrin
EL SUICIDO LOCO
lokischild:
i see no bothering going on, dammit!
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Tuesday Jul 12, 2005

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Webcams are wonderful things, and I should buy one.
lokischild:
me too
EL SUICIDO LOCO
p.s. and by that i mean of course that you should also buy me a webcam.... smile a microphone and some decent speakers too while your out?

Saturday Jul 09, 2005

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Women have entirely too much control over me.
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pulloffmywings:
who cares what we wear, we can do it naked for all i care, just as long as we have the knives and rope and shit.
lokischild:
5 days
i want a girl
EL SUICIDO LOCO
p.s. just thought you should know
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