dire_romantic

She is always saying that I deserve someone better. Oh, sweetheart! Although I made my decision to try to live a better life before we became involved, you are all I need to know that Im doing the right thing. Maybe thats why we work so wellwere each too humble to admit that were good enough for each other.

I dont think I could have been ready for this if I had not re-discovered my capacity to love again this winter. It prepared me to be more open and trusting with people. And you are that person who ensnared me.

Because of your faults. Not despite them.

How terribly Im going to miss you while Im gone. But thats what the camera is for I guess; so you can look at them when I come back, and it will be as if you were there the whole time anyway. Which, while Im alone, wont console me, but at the very least youll be in my thoughts.

And so Ive made you a cdits full of sappy retarded songsso chances are that when you are listening to it, something the song is about will be on my mind.

You are changing my life, sweetheart. The excitement I feel at the possibilities open to us is immeasurable how much I want to show you, how much I want to share with you, how much I want to learn from you. Weve got all the time we need, and then some.

Ill see you soon, in Valemount. Love you.