walking on legs that are spent and soar.
i saw him again.
i tried to stay away.
he tried to stay away.
we watched bevis and butthead and laughed out loud while drinking cheap beer and smoking dank weed from mexico.
he's
everything i want in a friend
everything i want in a lover
everything i want in an enemy
he's
damaged.
i used to be that girl
i thought i could save their hearts
if i loved them without restraint
i thought i could reverse pain
i was wrong every time.
i don't have the strength to beat down walls anymore
i don't want to put my hand in the flame
i want to stand by it and let it warm me.
and so i sit on the couch this morning
coffee
mtv
computer
sg blog
alone
.... he never stays ... he never will ....
if he did, would i want him still?
i saw him again.
i tried to stay away.
he tried to stay away.
we watched bevis and butthead and laughed out loud while drinking cheap beer and smoking dank weed from mexico.
he's
everything i want in a friend
everything i want in a lover
everything i want in an enemy
he's
damaged.
i used to be that girl
i thought i could save their hearts
if i loved them without restraint
i thought i could reverse pain
i was wrong every time.
i don't have the strength to beat down walls anymore
i don't want to put my hand in the flame
i want to stand by it and let it warm me.
and so i sit on the couch this morning
coffee
mtv
computer
sg blog
alone
.... he never stays ... he never will ....
if he did, would i want him still?
In any event, if you truly are feminine caucasian Richard Pryor incarnate, it's all good anyway...
Welcome new friend.