I was thrown onto a Pool Table by a Gay guy and ....
What a way to end a night. He was my friend Heath's boyfriend, Craig. Craig's a very built guy, feminine but built. Someone who you don't want to gay bash because he'll most likely kick your ass then make you his bitch.
So the club was closing for the night and I was putting on my coat and scarf when out of the blue someone picks me up and I'm on the pool table with Craig on top of me. This has been the ONLY action I've seen all year so if this is a sign of what to expect this year i'm a bit disturbed. Especially when all your friends around gathered around and laughing their asses off.
So this is what I get for being the token "metro" hanging out with a bunch of gay guys on a Saturday night. I really haven't been doing much this weekend. Just trying to get some rest and relax. It's kinda working. Right now i'm just having issues with some people in my life. I have one rule that I uphold with people and this rule is the benchmark that I use when the issue of respect and honor comes to mind about this person.
DON'T EVER SAY YOU ARE GOING TO DO SOMETHING IF YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DO IT!!!
If you are not going to or do not want to do something then don't do it, speak up and fucking say it! People are too fragile to drag through the sand and muck for you're own entertainment. Don't string me along. I've been there, done that and fuck you if you think that you can justify doing this to me. Yes it may sound egotistical but you know what?! I have to live by this, I have to, because if I don't then I know I'll end up jumping off a cellphone tower attempting to fly. I can't wake up and look in the mirror knowing that my life is built upon the fallen lives and broken heart/ promises that I am responsible for. If you're going to play with me then fuck you, there is the door and get the hell out of my life.
My word is who I am and when I give it I hold to it with all my might and will. May I die before I break it.
What a way to end a night. He was my friend Heath's boyfriend, Craig. Craig's a very built guy, feminine but built. Someone who you don't want to gay bash because he'll most likely kick your ass then make you his bitch.
So the club was closing for the night and I was putting on my coat and scarf when out of the blue someone picks me up and I'm on the pool table with Craig on top of me. This has been the ONLY action I've seen all year so if this is a sign of what to expect this year i'm a bit disturbed. Especially when all your friends around gathered around and laughing their asses off.
So this is what I get for being the token "metro" hanging out with a bunch of gay guys on a Saturday night. I really haven't been doing much this weekend. Just trying to get some rest and relax. It's kinda working. Right now i'm just having issues with some people in my life. I have one rule that I uphold with people and this rule is the benchmark that I use when the issue of respect and honor comes to mind about this person.
DON'T EVER SAY YOU ARE GOING TO DO SOMETHING IF YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DO IT!!!
If you are not going to or do not want to do something then don't do it, speak up and fucking say it! People are too fragile to drag through the sand and muck for you're own entertainment. Don't string me along. I've been there, done that and fuck you if you think that you can justify doing this to me. Yes it may sound egotistical but you know what?! I have to live by this, I have to, because if I don't then I know I'll end up jumping off a cellphone tower attempting to fly. I can't wake up and look in the mirror knowing that my life is built upon the fallen lives and broken heart/ promises that I am responsible for. If you're going to play with me then fuck you, there is the door and get the hell out of my life.
My word is who I am and when I give it I hold to it with all my might and will. May I die before I break it.
designaddict:
I completley agree with you, I just wish everyone was straight up truthful, tell it how it is....none of that passive bullshit! Unfortunatley, I think sometimes people are offended by my honesty but I couldnt want to be any other way! ....I would love to be mounted on a pool table...but...not exactly like that 
_bossanova_:
Wow.
