chaostasis

Why is it that you can't delete posts on suicidegirls? Silly website.

Mom accused me of whoring around today. I'm really upset about it. Seriously. it's like I get so upset when I hear I'm a whore from other people and I know it's not true about me but what am i supposed to do when it's from my own mother. I just think it's cruel of her. Dammit. Why would you call yr daughter that? Seriously....
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Let's just say that I really wish I would stop overcomplicating my life. But, I'm me. And that means there is probably no end in sight. At this past weekend's debate tournament, the squad (namely Joe and then everyone else) found out that I had sex with Kyle. Oh man. Joe came up to me and was like "we need to talk after dinner immediately."...
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So, I was thinking today about how I always rush on Saturday to get my ipod plugged into my laptop and update last.fm submissions because it seems like some bizarre tragedy if i don't get my last.fm updated by the time that the charts are updated. i don't know why it matters so much.

Anyway... I thought I'd post a facebook message I sent to...
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Oh gee golly I'm bad at posting here, it seems. Probably because I've been bad at posting anywhere the past week or so. I really hate it when school starts because I have to do all of this homework and crap. In reality, I need school to fill my time with something other than sporadic drug use and random plans with friends.

Steve left for...
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I just got this account as a gift from Beforewespark for helping him with his website that he's about to start. He's paying it forward which works out pretty effin well for me because I get my account right now. And my account with my now-ex-boyfriend is about to expire I think so the timing is perfect. This is a really shallow blog entry. I...
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