chaostasis

Hanging out at the coffee shop until class at 6 where I will present my training module, turn in the draft of it and hope for zero-4 edits. Woo. I'm so tired of school right now and I still have an entire paper left to write. Luckily, the paper is a super-interesting history paper and so it should be fine once I get going. I...
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I had a dream last night that I gave birth. It was odd because I don't quite remember being pregnant during the dream at all and also because I was very bitter that I did not get any time to bond with the baby after birth. Who knows why that happened? I maybe watched one SVU with a fetus in it, but that baby died...
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So the blog overhaul is going exceptionally well. The new layout is changed, trouble-shot, and Widgetized. i should probably validate it and look at it on other browsers still. The domain name is purchased and propogated. This caused some trouble this morning as they switched it over night and I woke up with 3 redirects directing me from the admin-side of my CMS to a...
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I'm back.
And taking advantage of it.

For my birthday, I was surprised with a three month renewal subscription. Hopefully I get so totally into it that I want to renew again. That'd be swell. I'll be around until July at least.

Please be interesting.

love, until your hands bleed
i met you for the first time, disappointedly,
and after such anticipation_i thought my body
would just shake forever beneath you
and the unforgettable, sweet release of tension
quickly became addictive so i looked for you
in every touch, learning the difference
between this hand and that one
hoping some day you would come to be mine
or at least...
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I get to see Kyle today.
I'm so excited I can hardly keep myself together, I don't know what I'm going to do through four hours of work in an hour

Sometimes, it really frustrates me that I have a boyfriend who is seven hours away. It's somewhat worse when he's in Los Angeles for a weekend and there's just no way that I could impulsively drive to see him. I can't wait until next year when we live together. it'll be such a relief.

Seeing Kyle this weekend was really great. I surprised him with a bottle of Chrome. It was cute. I was kicking around the idea of buying it for him because he's been wearing axe and that needs to change. So I went to the mall on Thursday and realized I didn't actually have time to go in, I just had time to drive by and...
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Class has started.
Life is much busier than I was used to over the summer.
No fun.

But it's nice to be back around my history friends.

I know. I've been bad at updating my sg account. I'll be better now, I promise.

Wait for me another year or two/I will graduate and marry you/You roll the number and I'll buy the lumber/To build a house up on an Oregon hill//There's a mountain/There's a time to/They were put up there to keep us apart/So I watch you making plans and I make...
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