a few poems. These were written while I was strung out, near the end.
Black Banks on the River of Regret
Like a pen that's just run out of ink,
Gives you time to sit and think
About the life, so cold and bleak
With feelings just out of hearts reach
An untold story with naught to tell
About a dark cold hole deep as...
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Black Banks on the River of Regret
Like a pen that's just run out of ink,
Gives you time to sit and think
About the life, so cold and bleak
With feelings just out of hearts reach
An untold story with naught to tell
About a dark cold hole deep as...
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nena:
Thank you for your sweet words! 
Sooo... back on SG for the first time in a few years... VERY diffrent stuff going on then there was. Still pretty cool... Umm, I am constantly checking my email and messages, sooo im on a lot. I dont really know waht to say, since this is my first blog. Im billy, im 23, i just moved to Long island after living in nyc for...
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well im gonna get cut off. I dont have any money to pay for the site anymore. Until I get working that is...which with my luck is gonna be forever... Anyone that wants to help meout, even jsut for a month, that would rock, and ill get you back next time your up for repayment. If not, ill be back eventually... my email is anokpeaceequality@hotmail.com....
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rxqueen:
i just got a gift membership from someone. they come in real handy after getting laid off.
i hope you come back soon.
xoxo
i hope you come back soon.
xoxo
AHHH, I dont have themoney to pay for the next 3 months for the site! I dont know what to do, cause thissite is where I spend a lot of my time. PLEASE, if anyone wants to helpme out and pay the 18 bucks for me, I will pay your next billing cycle when I h ave the money. Iwould love you forever. My next...
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rxqueen:
i just lost my job today.
sorry dude.
sorry dude.
Well its been a long time, haha, im actually suprised thisthing still works. Oh where to start...
I got evicted in may, lost everyhting I owned, and have been living outside again until recently. THAT was a trip. I'm staying in Long Island as of now since I have nothing and nobody. Other than that, same shit diffrent day. So, I guess the universe is...
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I got evicted in may, lost everyhting I owned, and have been living outside again until recently. THAT was a trip. I'm staying in Long Island as of now since I have nothing and nobody. Other than that, same shit diffrent day. So, I guess the universe is...
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argonautgod:
Hey, man. I was about to check if you were still kicking. Nice to see you are.
Pretty fucking lousy about the eviction shit. Not nice.
Hope things pick up big time soon.
Pretty fucking lousy about the eviction shit. Not nice.
Hope things pick up big time soon.
nice fucking birthday. I wish I was never born. 21 years ago, abortions should have been more popular.
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suzy_kabloozy:
Well, that sounds like it would have been a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Just hang on, honey ... the only thing certain in life is change. You don't like the scenery? Just wait, it will change.
I've had a couple shitty birthdays, but I don't remember them too much any more.
Happy birthday, baby!
I've had a couple shitty birthdays, but I don't remember them too much any more.
Happy birthday, baby!
argonautgod:
Sorry you had a pish (Shetland slang for 'piss' - I bring culture) birthday.
Fuck it. This time next week you won't be giving two shits about it.
Fuck it. This time next week you won't be giving two shits about it.
All the "she"'s in my life are al co diffrent and confusing and I'm having major trouble with the one I've been with for 2 years. And the one I like would involve partaking in such a rediculous sequence of events it's not likely It'll ever actually materialize into something. And I dont think either of them read my journal so it dosen't matter what...
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argonautgod:
Damned fine story. Dramtic and intriguing. And it happens to be true, which makes it that touch more... intriguing.
Oh gone on, tell the problem. Go on. Please?
Oh gone on, tell the problem. Go on. Please?
argonautgod:
Holy Moses, I've only just noticed...
Happy birthday!
Happy birthday!
Nothing exiting today, I slept till 430 in the afternoon. Busted open the mailbox so I could get my mail. The hard part was figuring out how to try and close it. But I eventually did. Someone lost the mailbox in our place, and noons has any idea where it could be, so we havent been able to get our mail. We have to replace...
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argonautgod:
'She' speaks true words.
And your 'living mantra' (as I'll wankily put it) is the right one. No point worrying about shite you can't control. Live!
And your 'living mantra' (as I'll wankily put it) is the right one. No point worrying about shite you can't control. Live!
Oh, so dont you love it when you think you have a certain amount of money, so you go and buy some awesome fucking stuff that you have wanted for a really long time, Only to find out a few hours later that You had less money than you thought you did and you dont know why and everything is fucked up and you should...
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So I just threw on an old Rudimentary Peni record I haven't listened to in at least a year. This is a band that I will never get tired of listening to. You know, after you play a record so many times, you kind of get sick of it. Not this one, Farce, an EP they put out and then re-issued it on a record...
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argonautgod:
Rudimentary Peni, I'll check them out.
And I'm enjoying your journals, man.
Later
And I'm enjoying your journals, man.
Later
Sooo, How's everyone doing. And by everyone, I mean, YOU.
Looking for a new job in New York City is the most unenejoyable, tedious, and hopeless thing I could be doing. We're in between jobsite's right now, so there's no work, (or even anywhere TO work for that matter) so, while everyone else who works with me is gettin unemployment for the lay-off time, I...
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Looking for a new job in New York City is the most unenejoyable, tedious, and hopeless thing I could be doing. We're in between jobsite's right now, so there's no work, (or even anywhere TO work for that matter) so, while everyone else who works with me is gettin unemployment for the lay-off time, I...
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argonautgod:
You mean ME? I'm doing pretty cool. You're doing pretty cool. Shit, everyone's doing pretty cool, except Michael Jackson... Jesus what a fuck-up that guy is.
Thinking about letting my hair grow through that awkward stage is the single overriding reason why I'm not going to grow my hair out again. Thankfully there are no pictures from that litttle era.
Sorry man, I can't help you with that dress thing - for geographical, ethical and daft bigoted reasons
What kind of bands have you played in. What kind of music do you play?
Thinking about letting my hair grow through that awkward stage is the single overriding reason why I'm not going to grow my hair out again. Thankfully there are no pictures from that litttle era.
Sorry man, I can't help you with that dress thing - for geographical, ethical and daft bigoted reasons
What kind of bands have you played in. What kind of music do you play?