betrayedbyhope

Yes, im alive. sorry i never update, i just never get around too it.. so my apologies, i just kinda left some of you that i call friends behind.. i do feel really bad about that. but ive had a lot of shyt to deal with, forgive me? Anyways, now that i have taken care of some things, hopefully i will continue to update again....
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I have nothing to say but RAWR!

Rawr!!!

life is going quite well, i am in a very good mood!!! im not sure why... Ah well, Hope everyone out there is doing well too... My life has been strangely calm lately... im not to sure im impressed with that..it doesnt feel normal. but who knows... LoL somehow i have found myself rewinding time lately.. it seems i am to go to a...
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Yes yes, i know i never update anymore... im sorry.. so here is a quic one

college - going well, less then a year and a half left!

after school - Moving to San Fran with my cousin who lives in north beach.

Health - Alive.

Love life - Non-existent, i date, but thats it, ive finally admitted to myself that a certain past relationship...
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Im Still alive... dont have time to type anything, but i thought id let everyone know.

I find myself laughing at my pain..

Things are bad, real bad.. Time is seeming to run short for me now..

Thanks for all the comments everyone has given me, and the well wishes..

i have been in so many fights, physically, mentally.. ive been to the point of death and back.. but now, i fight the one opponent im not so sure i can...
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..Im Afraid to Fall Asleep At Night..


..My Goddess has abandoned Me..

"It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die "


....My fight begins...

If i were to say i was dying, how would the world respond?

... i choose to bring this up here because no one knows me well enough for this to truly effect them... and because i realize that there is no way for my family and friends to find out just yet... not until im ready and sure..... Last night and today, i fell...
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Alrighty, Well, thanks to all the wonderful answers to my last questions... i have discovered that the meaning of life is definately twinkies.. and that girls are evil! i know i know, i should have already known that..

Anyways, life is really sucking at the moment, but im kinda passing it by with a strange sort of indifference.. Currently sitting in one of the classes...
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