i was in so much pain this week. i didn't want to do anything. i had to stay completely still in order to avoid severe pain. it was amazing. i still went to work everyday. i can't afford not to. i took more painkillers than i ever have in my whole life. then i felt dizzy and sick, but i wasn't in as much pain. i started regreting taking so much when i could barely stand because i was so dizzy. i stopped worrying about having surgery and started WANTING it.
fortunately, the pain has greatly subsided.
i was also really depressed all week long. i would have been happy had i been wiped off the earth. whenever i am unhappy i am a major bitch. this was no exception. i tried to stay away from everyone. i still managed to piss people off. whoops! oh well. nothing i can do now. i guess this is all bred by frustration.
on the bright side i got the sluttiest-hottest outfit ever! now, if only i had somewhere to wear it.
emotions of the past few days: and most of all:
fortunately, the pain has greatly subsided.
i was also really depressed all week long. i would have been happy had i been wiped off the earth. whenever i am unhappy i am a major bitch. this was no exception. i tried to stay away from everyone. i still managed to piss people off. whoops! oh well. nothing i can do now. i guess this is all bred by frustration.
on the bright side i got the sluttiest-hottest outfit ever! now, if only i had somewhere to wear it.
emotions of the past few days: and most of all:
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mle:
lots of kisses to make you all better!
fstick13:
heh, thank you very much! Yes, I never have any girls interested in me. I've dated 4 girls in my whole life one I dated for a year, the other three were between 1 and 3 months each *shrugs* the rest of my life I have been single with no interested parties. I dunno what it is about me, but anyways..my brother lives near Portland in West Linn..heard of it?