audra

you are insane with your sexy self

well thanks for the update.. hope your surgery goes well and all is good in the world of you!

have a fun monday.

But what if Jesus had a pussy (the real reason he was cruicfied?) Then he would be unstoppable!

HI-larious. Because it's true.

hi there...i've felt that way before. sometime i feel like i'm supposed to cry in a given situation. but now i know i can't manipulate my emotions. if i can't smile, laugh, cry, whatever, i won't push myself.

oh, happy monday.

I feel the same way sometimes....well, lots of times actually.
by the way, you & me have the same name....that's super cool since it's not too popular a name!

What's up? you have AIM?

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yes it is a good journal entry isnt it I will follow up with a real one shortly.

If you love yourself that's all that really matters.

Hello, my name is Amadeus and i'm addicted to comments in my journal.

cute pic

sticky, messy, sometimes sweaty, always complicated but one things for sure....it is always worth it

heh, thank you very much! Yes, I never have any girls interested in me. I've dated 4 girls in my whole life one I dated for a year, the other three were between 1 and 3 months each *shrugs* the rest of my life I have been single with no interested parties. I dunno what it is about me, but anyways..my brother lives near Portland in West Linn..heard of it?

hey girl, in regards to your question "have you ever missed someone more than you could ever imagine? what did you do to make those feelings disappear? "
Yes and no, i broke up with my fiance cause he cheated on me a couple days before our one year anniversary and ive been getting over it easily. I thought id be going through hell but lately i havent been and its only been about a month. The thing that helps is getting out with your friends and just having a good time and keeping your mind off the shit. Within time you get over it, im still gonna be sad sometimes but im more angry than i am sad at the shit. Guys suck though Im sure you dont push em away maybe there just scared of commitment or something...bastards! lol

you rock the party, and there will be lots of fun times at club monkeybutt!

I'm so sorry to hear about your tumors, is that what the surgery you had mentioned is for?
Hmmm...funny stories....
When I first moved into the dorms at school, before I really knew my neighbors, my roommates were going through my "sex bucket" and found my glass dildo, and because one of my neighbors really likes blown glass they showed her. She was a little freaked out becuase I don't think her and I had even had a conversation yet.
It's not a funny story but the only one I can think of.

I'm leaving Colorado to go back to Oregon for school.
I am painting anatomical diagrams over collages of receipts I've collected over the last 3 years, I drew the diagrams on and then collaged over them thinking I'd be able to see through the receipts.

My crash? Hmm... it lasts 6 years now and I'm going for the 7nth in a raw. She knows nothing and I will tell her one day... one day in the far future. That means that nothing hapened and I haven't get over it yet, and I never will.

My favourite is Mint Choc Chip and Chocolate fugde. Yummy.
I havent really had any crushes

That is unfortunate. I hope the operation works, but if it doesn't there are other options for having children.

yes hedwig is awesome, and so is amelie...before i had ever seen the film my fiancee told me that i reminded her of amelie...and now that i've seen it i take it as a high compliment.

and for what relatively little one can gather from your words alone, i reckon you are blessed with a healthy dose of ameliesqueness yourself. you are adorable.

as for the surgery...i don't know if staying light-hearted and optimistic about it will help, but it certainly can't hurt! and besides...my nascient intuition (pisces=the last and worst) is telling me that you're going to be just fine...so there you go.