sometimes i want a boyfriend so much! i always chase guys away. i don't know why. they think that i am sweet and kind and then they start to get involved and i completely change. i become the biggest biatch! 
it seems so ridiculous.
have you ever missed someone more than you could ever imagine? what did you do to make those feelings disappear?
i always push all the people i care about most away. it sucks when i am desperately sad and feel like i have no one to turn to. it is really my fault because i cry independence and then wonder when no one is by my side through tough times. there are a good number of my friends that call me when they are upset and always ask for advice. i never feel like i have anyone i can turn to. okay, i am just being ridiculous.
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it seems so ridiculous.
have you ever missed someone more than you could ever imagine? what did you do to make those feelings disappear?
i always push all the people i care about most away. it sucks when i am desperately sad and feel like i have no one to turn to. it is really my fault because i cry independence and then wonder when no one is by my side through tough times. there are a good number of my friends that call me when they are upset and always ask for advice. i never feel like i have anyone i can turn to. okay, i am just being ridiculous.
(if there are anymore funny dildo stories please, please do tell! those made my night!
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Yes and no, i broke up with my fiance cause he cheated on me a couple days before our one year anniversary and ive been getting over it easily. I thought id be going through hell but lately i havent been and its only been about a month. The thing that helps is getting out with your friends and just having a good time and keeping your mind off the shit. Within time you get over it, im still gonna be sad sometimes but im more angry than i am sad at the shit. Guys suck though Im sure you dont push em away maybe there just scared of commitment or something...bastards!