Im finally hoping to apply to SG in a few months woo!
This past week or two has been stressful as shit... finally got things straight in my life.. working as a waitress is fucking up my wrist/hand though.. damn Village Inn *shakes fist*
Tonight was a blast.. went out to dinner with friends.. and joked around to the point where coke came shooting out...
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This past week or two has been stressful as shit... finally got things straight in my life.. working as a waitress is fucking up my wrist/hand though.. damn Village Inn *shakes fist*
Tonight was a blast.. went out to dinner with friends.. and joked around to the point where coke came shooting out...
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Things have been intresting lately....
Working as a waitress again... go village inn! Doing things the legal way... and not dealing has been weird.. Im not used to not having a shitload of cash constantly... meh..
Hopefully I'll be moving soon... thats going to be awesome and very much needed...
I have to work at 8am.. thats teh big not cool..
My stomach hurts... stupid...
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Working as a waitress again... go village inn! Doing things the legal way... and not dealing has been weird.. Im not used to not having a shitload of cash constantly... meh..
Hopefully I'll be moving soon... thats going to be awesome and very much needed...
I have to work at 8am.. thats teh big not cool..
My stomach hurts... stupid...
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NINE INCH NAILS TOMORROW NIGHT!!!
after I work at 8am...
after I work at 8am...
vantagep:
How was it?!
I haven't updated in a while... Ive been out of town...
My little sister goes into surgery tomorrow... they're breaking her back in two.. and putting rods in it.. wow.. i spent all day in pre-op with her.. i hope she'll be ok...
My little sister goes into surgery tomorrow... they're breaking her back in two.. and putting rods in it.. wow.. i spent all day in pre-op with her.. i hope she'll be ok...
christoscamaro:
Sorry to hear that. 
Hopefully she comes out ok.
Hopefully she comes out ok.The party was amazing... Scott Brown was awesome...
Getting trapped in Raton, NM wasnt as good... fucking blizzard... I started hearing things.. after not sleeping for a few days and stress.. so I stayed in the car and slept...
I finally made it home today..
I feel like my main picture right now...
Getting trapped in Raton, NM wasnt as good... fucking blizzard... I started hearing things.. after not sleeping for a few days and stress.. so I stayed in the car and slept...
I finally made it home today..
I feel like my main picture right now...
leaving for kandiland in AZ in a bit.. scott brown woo!
so.. i have a stalker.. its creepy... Im not gonna be online alot anymore so the asshole cant fuck with me..
he scares me
so.. i have a stalker.. its creepy... Im not gonna be online alot anymore so the asshole cant fuck with me..
he scares me
woo.. time to go out.. and get all kinds of not fucked up as usual...
Im gonna work on clothing designs tomorrow..
Hopefully I'll have a website up within a month or so...
Im gonna work on clothing designs tomorrow..
Hopefully I'll have a website up within a month or so...
mmmm.. im all hyper and yayed up and whatnot..
god damn caffeine
I think its time to go on a cleaning spree while Im awake and stuff...
god damn caffeine
I think its time to go on a cleaning spree while Im awake and stuff...
Oi.. Im oh so brain dead right now....
I just got home a wee bit ago.. its almost 7pm... from LAST NIGHTS... drunken debauchery and madness..
i need sleep
I just got home a wee bit ago.. its almost 7pm... from LAST NIGHTS... drunken debauchery and madness..
i need sleep
well.. caffeine was last night.. and I made an appearance in my black vinyl skirt and matching red vinyl corset.. I spent most of the night checking on fucked up people,.. and friends.. since i was sober.. all night long.. got to deal with the ex boyfriend again.. that was fucking peachy... I really wasnt in the mood to go to a massive after everything...
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So i found out at 3 this morning my best friend died.... overdose.. I feel like shit.. and im confused.. ive somehow regressed into a 5 year old child. needy. i cant even fix myself food.. this is fucking retarded.. im upset..
somewhat_damaged:
I'm very sorry to hear that...
azurite:
That's horrible. But you're making sense, in spite of a senseless discovery. It's totally understandable that you're upset--as well as saddened and mournful. Hang in there. If you can get away from saying, "No, this can't be true! It must not be true!" to something approaching, "This is absolutely terrible! I truly wish this had never happened, but I realize life has it's truly shitty moments," you'll do yourself a world of good. Good luck.
ok.. so lets see..
higlights of the past two days...
being intoxicated..
my new black corset that looks fucking hot..
going to goth/industrial night at rock island..
running into my ex boyfriends ex girlfriend akeina.. having her realize who i am.. calling me crazy and running away!
*only time i ever met her.. i shoved her boyfriend into a wall and called him a douche...
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higlights of the past two days...
being intoxicated..
my new black corset that looks fucking hot..
going to goth/industrial night at rock island..
running into my ex boyfriends ex girlfriend akeina.. having her realize who i am.. calling me crazy and running away!
*only time i ever met her.. i shoved her boyfriend into a wall and called him a douche...
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