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In the spirit of forever trying to improve myself and my surroundings, I've spent a lot of time trying to pinpoint what issues in life need the most attention. I have finally come to a very important conclusion:
I severely lack discipline.

I'm not exactly sure when or how this happened but I'm glad that I've at least come to the conclusion that it...
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stylar:
you are without a doubt the most originally beautiful, poetic expression of a person I have ever seen!
fitzsimmons:
I had a hard time making myself work hard when I first got to college. There were so many distractions and I just couldn't focus. Plus it was all so much harder than I expected. Then I just decided to see what would happen if I just stopped procrastinating and always put school first. And it turned out that everything was a lot easier when I started doing what I needed to do right away. So I guess that's all the advice I have. Just do what needs to be done first and you'll find you actually have way more time and energy than you think. It's actually a lot easier than when you put stuff off.

I'm pretty straight laced. I don't have a lot of vices. But I've always been curious. Suggest some good ones?

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I feel so overwhelmed!! I havent had the internet at my house for abt 2 months now, which is proving to be a VERY big inconvenience in soooo many ways! First and foremost, I use abt 5-6 different job sites to search for jobs, and I havent gotten an interview in months. Its very discouraging. My man is experiencing the same issue, as he is...
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desmobile:
i'm back ! nice to hear from you ! very hard from myspace 'cause i forgot your email (they ask me your email to be your friend out there) biggrin
silencenoir:
Ash! I've missed you. I'm back too wink
Someone gave me a free 3 months! How are things sweetie???
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New Years has always been my absolute favorite holiday, just for the simple fact that it gives me the feeling that I'm "starting fresh" with a clean slate, even though the feeling doesnt last as long as I'd like. I dont "do" the resolution thing, I just tell myself that things are going to be so much better from this point on, for whatever reason,...
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squee_:
I still have a Popple. biggrin

I have almost all the toys from that period that I could ever want so I am not sure. Pinball machines I guess, people don't play them nearly as much as they used to and I love them. Especially the older classics.

Dreams are the subconscious' way of torturing poor Squee. eeek

I think the most obnoxious commercials are the teasers for local news. Always overly dramatic & exploitive, usually they could tell the whole story in the same amount of time they spend trying to get you to watch the story.

I've been hearing a lot of bad things lately about how this country is treating it's military. It's a damn shame and I hope we come to our senses soon.

I'm glad to see you are still here. smile
jekyllandhyde:
Hey, haven't heard from you in a while. How ya' been?
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Wellllllllll, how is everyone enjoying their HOLIDAY shopping and all that jazz? I feel like Im just now recovering from my sons bday and already am facing a damn xmas, why couldn't he have a May bday like everyone else? Now THAT is convenient, Id have plenty of time to recover.

I can't stand the stress of the holidays, it's always incredibly scary for me...
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gujsel:
i wish a fantastic new year for you darling ....a big big hug !!!!! kiss kiss kiss kiss
allycat_13:
Oh honey my b irthday is Dec 29, it sucks. He will either hate both Christmas and bday if its super close to Christmas or just Christmas. I'm 26 and only a few bdays were crazy. he he

Hope you are well and your son is growing into a great kiddo. Haven't said anyting in a long time to you.
My acct expires soon so I am out of here.
Take care and hope you kick ass with Psychology if thats still the route you're taking.
I also hope you have a set sometime soon. You were one of my fav girls on here. Smart, sexy, and so damn funny. kiss
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My life was hectic as HELL for the last month, just ONE important ordeal after another, with NO breathing room or rest in between. First the week long trip to FL where I only got abt 2-3 hrs of sleep each night and awoke to a crazy best friend kicking my ass into her kickboxing class at 4am every day, then trying to regain the...
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thejuanupsman:
I know most of my parents' deep dark secrets. I wish I didn't.

The telephone. That's not supposed to happen to me anymore and if it does something is seriously wrong. I'd call 911.

I want to do nothing for a living. As of yet I have not found a way to make that happen.

I feel old. But I certainly don't feel the way I expected being an adult would feel when I was a kid. I thought someday I would feel wise and confident, with a firm grasp of how the world should run. Hasn't happened.

Hope life has become less hectic.
argene:
Did you have a good Thanksgiving?
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I'm in FL, and my grandma looks better than I expected. One weird thing I've noticed abt her these last few yrs though .. is when I say "I love you" before leaving or hanging up the phone, she wont say it back. It's just .. bizarre.

I just noticed the date .. holy shit, it's the 20th!! That leaves only 5 days until my...
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vermin:
Happy belated birthday to your son, happy belated Halloween and I'm happy your grandma is doing better! biggrin Sorry I haven't checked in in a while, hope you're well honey kiss

Oh oh and if you haven't seen the trailer for REPO! yet it's in my blog - it has Ogre from Skinny Puppy in it, looks fucking awesome!! biggrinbiggrinbiggrin
thejuanupsman:
Hope your son's birthday and your interviews went well. smile
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Im really nervous abt making a cool bday for my son this yr, it seems like every yr he gets older .. the less "toys" he has on his wishlist. Its so sad! He's almost not a "kid" anymore. I wonder when kids stop wanting balloons and hats and party favors that u blow into that make weird noises n crap. I dunno, I never...
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rubix:
Thanks hun!!

well i actually got a internship at the radio station- my old softball coach was a sales rep there- so he was my "in"!
melley:
Good luck with everything Ash! Hope your son has an amazing birthday, well he would because he probably has the best momma in the world
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I finally got my ticket to see my grams in october on the 17th and Im just ... soooo relieved. *sigh* I feel like there is a part of "ash" that has been pieced back together finally and it makes me feel more whole, more contempt. smile My internet isnt fixed yet, but Im still workin on gettin funds to do so. Patience, patience. Im now...
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wyldewolfe:
Hope things work out
tastycorpse666:
Ouch! I just cuss and spit two whole times each! So yeah! What do you think now. Well if I cared about my job then naturally he would be with something to worry about. But yeah, this just is not the case.
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Im fuckin pissed, my home internet connection wont work, hasnt for weeks, and without my hubby and my son around, what else is there to DO without the net??! Gah! I'm still here, just working on switching carriers. Every place I go that has "freee wireless" has banned this site because of the nudity, how fuckin lame. I miss u all, and Im gonna try...
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squee_:
Bummer. If I've disappeared by the time you get this straightened out, take care of yourself, and hopefully I will see you when I get back. smile
bigwobbles:
Hey THEIR Hi Their HO THEIR
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Well ... what can I say? We all have our defense mechanisms, some healthy, some not. I have both. Its hard to concentrate right now on anything but feeling so ... incomplete. I dont wanna do shit lately .. and to be honest, I havent done a damn thing. Laundry & dishes pile up, mail piles up, I dont wanna move ... absolutely nothing gets...
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squee_:
Good luck with whatever is going on. Hope we see you back soon.

There are other Chicago SGs? love
m0ngrel:
kiss
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Time is just tick tick ticking away now, I wish my perception of time would remain consistent throughout the day and NOT seem to pass quicker when Im enjoying myself and slower when Im not.

A lot has been happening in and around "my world", but its all just a blur of "incidents" that wrap up and intertwine until they form an enormous knot that...
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heidi1313:
how are you my love????????? kiss
thejuanupsman:
I haven't seen you around for a while. Hope all is well.
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It was nice to get out of the house for a change and visit with some friends, thank you Beau & Boss for a lovely time. Forgive my lack of posting as of late, honestly I've been rather down. A lot has been going on here in Ashland. My man is leaving me to go to the army in a couple wks and I will...
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starla:
I like the doll, I want to hug it and fall asleep.
darkstryder:
Hey Ashie, sorry it has been so long since we have talked. Kind of been away for a long long time. I hope everything goes okay while your man is away and that the time flys to when he gets back.