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hauled ass all day today. worked hard. got new scabs to show for it. sore back, it all hurts enough. beat the rain, though.

sit listening to country music now. the braves will be on soon.

my head itches. i can't much say anything about politic and metaphysic, and i can't do crunches like i should.

used to be, ideas were true momentarily, according to...
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thelastunicorn:
tried to make the photo work but it would not. needless to say, I loved rainbow brite when I was little.
aaardvark:
Ha ha, been a long time, eh?
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cutting back on smokes. only had 3 at work today. i am very edgy and mean right now, i think.
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aaardvark:
Heh, nope, I'm still alive and well. Not snowing yet, unfortunately. We've actually been having unprecedented heat waves. Blah.
thelastunicorn:
i won't eat the puppies. i just ate the biggest sandwich ever and i want to die. frown
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1. hot tubs are hot.
2. don't forget the beer
3. i have to start doing crunches. i've put on 30 lbs since i started working. at least 5 of that is on my belly. it must go. i'll not be soft.
4. must cut back on cigarettes.
5. it sucks to work in the rain all day. wet socks are not fun.
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laputa64:
wet socks suck.
laputa64:
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thebodyfarm:
what's up with the picture? You look like a detective thats stepped out of one of those true crime novels!

In that picture of you in the truck when you were 18, you look like kevin bacon! hmmmm

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fragile21:
so where are your cop glasses? haha. or if you got a big red hat and it was green and had a big L on it then you could be Luigi. You've got to fight the goombas. j/k man.
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i thought maybe i would sit here and write all of you nice replies to all of your comments. but I've been drinking right now. now, don't get me wrong. i like all of you. but, apparently, i like drinking schlitz tall boys and list4ening to old modest mouse more. it isn't you. its me.

also, my roomies decided to have a cookout today. so...
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merry:
You're so effin cool. smile
llona:
i love how we were not invited to the cookout.

thanks.

xo
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FIRST AND FOREMOST: THE HEADMASTER DIES IN THE NEW HARRY POTTER BOOK

since i've been gone, i've
- gotten 4 stiches in my forearm. (ow)
- registered to take the LSAT in October
- seen my grandfather and namesake, unable to feed himself, respond to verbal commands, and stop his right eye from shedding one single long tear at the table while we ate and...
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merry:
I love you for revealing that and not even using spoiler tags. kiss
veganvixen:
that is sad frown
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no more smoking at the bar beside my house before 9 makes me very unhappy.
mikael:
that's stupid.


But then again so is smoking.

I just quit, so I can officially be a dick about it tongue
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i think i need a root canal in one of my molars. my head feels like its on fire. someone please tell me that a root canal isnt that bad.
puke
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rebeldaisy:
I asked for it. Because I already know that I am terrified of the dentist and it makes me sick to my stomache.. I think I asked for it when I went in to have the tooth looked at. I had chipped the tooth and I didn't know I was going to need the root canal.

My dentist also had valium on hand that he could give out. Which he did when the one dose of valium wasn't enough.

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vladdic:
deckwreck is addicted to that rancid shit.. my stomach still isn't feeling right ugh.
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i dont know.

i keep reading things that have it within to change me. and i stand off. i am resisting it. complacent, that's what i am. lazy.

today i read a big long essay on how Heidegger's conception of authenticity could solve many of the problems facing modern psychology, as a result of its faulty conception of humanity as a collection of independent entities,...
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sinovia:
i guess i secretely want the string theory to bridge the gap between philosophy and physics. where a thought creates a chemical that is followed by a feeling that is reverberated out as an energy and is reflected in everything surrounding. since nothing is truley separate from anything else... the atoms and molecules may have space around them but their energies take up much more space so that there is no true empty space. in this way i like to think philisophically about human interactions. i often see this chain of thought when reflecting on philiosphical writing because i want so much for someone else to see it too. and so, my search for the absolute mind/body connection where philosophy, psychology and physics all come together hand in hand is where i have found the desire for knowledge... and it continues to push me toward research so i may see if actualized.

*steps off soapbox*

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hasselhoff:
Confused? Let beer wipe that slate clean. After a pack or two you'll stop thinking about all those vast... thingies. You'll be ready to wake up and get back to work every morning. Again, and again and again.