ambrose03

WAR
I cried inside as the world passed by,
I felt their pain and watched them die.
I died inside as the world gave in,
I knelt in the rain - accepted sin.

My hands were stained with innocent blood,
the time had come - we knew it would.
Religious icons face down in dust,
a mockery of the God we trust.

The air was...
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it seems I did figure something out. We chatted she seems to be ok at the moment. She is getting help and that is good...she called mushy, not sure if thats good lol

so I got a random IM from a friend I haven't talked to in a while....she told m that she tried to kill herself.....wow I so don't know what to do with that info....hopefuly I will figure out something by the time she calls me back

three updates in two days....thats a record for me, well maybe not quite, but close....



I've come to a realization today about the type of friend I am. For guys I'm pretty close to the typical guy buddy...just abit geekier then most. For girls...well appernelty I'm not the kind that you just randomly chat with. Meaning I'm not a casual friend I guess. Let me...
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What is your poltiical party?

according to this I'm a split between Facicism and a Democrat.

so I've been listening to christmas music on the radio and paying attention to the lyrics of some of these songs. Like in the song "Most Wonderful Time of the Year" there is the line ...and scary ghost stories....beisdes the Christmas Carol I can't think of another ghost story dealing with christmas. My favorite though is Rudolph the Red Nose Raindeer. The lyrics in there...
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Signed up for school and ordered textbooks.....now to figure out how to pay for them

Found out today that my great aunt died...

Found out later today when trying to get ahold of my aunt that she was in a car accident because she is still taking the pills that we all thought she had given up...

Still seems impossible to get anyone to call me back...

The world sleeps, the magic of its dreams fill the night with possiblities. The dreams bring sadness tonight. The sky weeps, and there he stands in the field. Arms out sterched, head pulled back by the weight of his pain. His knees try to buckle but he is nailed to the very air. Unable to surrender and subcumb to the darkness as he longs to...
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so ispent most of last night with a friend...and we ended up spending a fair amount of time just singing along to songs in her car. I don't sing.....well I do, but not to an audience...she must not have heard me because she wants to do it again sometime