ambrose03

It turns out I have a respertory infection...it sucks big time....

I'm sick...I want sympathy

hell with it all...

Talked a ovely lady into seeing a play with me tonight. Should be fun...and maybe I'll get to steal a kiss lol...probably not

I don't know what the hell has been going on...lately it just seems that I have been so full anger and rage. Things that used to ever bother me are setting me off now. I'm finding it more difficult to concentrate on mundane things, and what not. Its all so weird. My mother is all pissed off at me because I blew off my new...
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New name pronouced tSOOK-tsvong....1 million points to the first who gets the meaning

it was a fun night, but the result were still bad

ok, so I've got this birthday coming up in a few days...I'm trying to arragne a get together with my buddies on saturday for it. Bud's in St Charles, if your interested drop me line.

Other then that nothing new to report.....just yet

***UPDATE 2/8***

Just go home from my date......all I can say is

ok so I was having a bad day and being a bit of an emo....sorry

Its kind of funny one of my coworkers found my myspace accout with that entry....that was interesting lol.


Anyway, I had this weird dream last night. I dreamnt that I was inside myself and I came across three figures sitting on charis. My intellect, my honor, and my courage. The...
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I don't get it...I just don't fucking get it.

I am out there trying to find a certain someone. opening my self up to rejection after rejection. Disapointment after disapointment. Constitently pushing my self to point where I yearn to pick up my razor again to lessen the pain. I'm a good guy, not perfect, but a good decent guy. After realizing that being me...
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