amber5

Glad to hear things are working out in the karma department. It's always nice running into girls with smiles in their eyes. Sometimes I fear I've built up quite a karmic debt; repaying said karmic debt is going to be hell.

Perhaps subconciously I desire to tell my father, but I really don't have any concious thoughts that I'm hiding a part of myself; it's not causing me any pain or stress that he doesn't know. Of course, as you said, it did pop up in a dream, so perhaps I have buried issues.

I wouldn't go so far as to say that Good Will Hunting sucked real bad. It was a simplisitic, unsubtle film that nonetheless seemed to achieve its rather unambitious goals in a fairly enjoyable fashion. I'd say the film was competently made. Same with Finding Forrester. I got the impression that it was made by people who knew what they were doing, did it reasonably well, and didn't stray from the formula that they knew would be satisfying to most audiences. I can certainly see where one could have major problems with both films, but I found them pretty enjoyable. I don't think I've ever seen all of To Die For, and I kinda avoided the Psycho remake because I never really liked the Hitchcock version anyway. In a few years, after a few more films, I think I'm probably going to have to have a van Sant marathon and really form an opinion about him and his work. As it stands, I really agree with you in that he's really hit or miss to me.

MOTHER FUCK!!!!!

Yes, I learned early on that you can't save anyone who doesn't want to be saved. Alot a people might bitch about their life and thier relationships, but they won't change nothing if you try to help. I left a girlfriend because she wasn't going to let me help her. All you could do is try not to hang out with people who will bring you down with their own problems when you have your own.

I have classes mon/wed/fri from 9am to 3pm, with a break from 11:30am to 2pm.

it definitely was beautiful, intense, and patient. it's hard to really gather it all in; it's more of an experiential thing than it is a plot.

we need to hang out again soon. I didn't get enough face time with you, just mostly movie time. We had a great cover, though... I think I'll use that with other SG folks. Or something like "I met them in movie madness/powell's/music madness" or something hip like that.

because you kick major ass. that's the answer to a lot of your questions, I would have to say.

we do need to hang out and talk, though. I had no clue you were a psych major... we officially have something in common.

oh, and if I annoy you about showing off your hands, do just kick my ass and I'll cease and desist.

I'd quibble slightly with the notion that a same sex partner will know better what will get you going, though, yes, they certainly will have a better understanding of what you're talking about when you tell them what you like. Minor quibble, though.

While I kinda dug Gerry, I kept wondering why they did it. The only reason I can come up with is: because they could. Good enough, I suppose, but still unsettling.

Yer, a rad gal in my book.

Everyone goes at their own pace...

Don't rush yourself.

You'd regret it later.

Aw amb, we'll have to fix that situation then. Next time we party you're at the top of the list for a lap dance!

I believe that the ends always justify the means.

*there needs to be a evil grin smiley*

it's been changed to tuesday at seven, so hopefully you can adjust accordingly.

...that's the trouble with people, they only focus on the goal, and not the process, when the process is what is of utmost importance...

monday's when I'm shooting to catch gerry if you want to go. lemme kno

right now, it's nap time.

alcohol is easily the greatest invention in all of human history.
god i miss drinking...

such a difficult phrase to keep in such small constraints, kind of like saying "america supported slavery" or "guns kill", as such a phrase lies at the center of a labrynth leading to such a larger and broadly reaching phenomenon which can lead to any number of corners of the globe but more likely to something right next to you.

somedays I just want to get away. from everything. even myself.

yeah. mysterious usually means high maintenance or danger: high voltage.

and the last time I touched live wires, it sort of messed with my chemistry.

Congrats on your grades.