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Next time you're going to goto the beach with your family, I could take your place, you can stay here, and I'll be annoyed by your cousins.

thanx. hope all goes well for you too lil lady.

I have a client in Houston. I lived in Houston for four years. Now I split my time between Houston and Colorado, and sometimes NYC and Miami.

welcome to Girls Only. please read the sticky threads at the top of the topic list, and jump right in!

First off /hug, sounds like you need one. I go through slumps like that everyonce in a while, I usually end up spending the night in front of the TV watching crappy reruns, trying to force myself to get some sleep but never able to. Getting it out, whether here or talking to someone always seems to help me. I know you didn't write it for this reason but look at the responces so far.....there are poeple that care, even if we don't know you in person, I hope you're feeling better.

i feel like that a lot...dont worry hun...i think everyone our age feels like that at some point...its just about trying to figure out who you are and what u want to do for ur life

the book turned out very well written and i enjoyed it very much so.
all is well on this side of the looking glass. hope the same for you and hope you have a fun filled day.

its to bad your not 21 i would say you should hit up the bars with me and the homies lol sometime

I'm moving back to Fort Lauderdale for a while, so only 3 hrs away but still far enough. LOL lucky you, best I got for the night was an old freind IMed me out of the blue needing some release and wanting to cyber. So at least I had alittle fun, but I really need to get this move finished so I can go out and actually get some. Yeah Nacho Libre looks pretty funny if a bit dumb. Well my advices would be to just jump his bones : P. but I'll be hanging out in Chat most of the night, though I might not be paying too much attention to it since noone is in there atm. Honestly I'm not up to much, just packing and watching a couple DVDs i rented whne i get bored, and surfing here of course.

take me.

cute succubus!

I could be wrong but the pic you put up inn your folder which I knew about b/c of this new SG setup on my front page.

Thanks

I might see it on Sunday.

Take care.

I`ll definately check it out as you should for The Buzzcocks!

ok...it seems i have joined another myspace page. this new layout sucks and its totally copied from myspace. its actually a little harder to manuver through than myspace. so i have decided that my time on SG is coming to a close. why pay for a suedo-myspace when i can get it for free from the source. i will be trying to contact each of my wonderful friends individually, so you can decide to continue our chats or to quietly let me go into the vast beyond. it has been fun here...but my time is done.

avast ye swabs!!!!

please contact me at my myspace page....http://www.myspace.com/blizzphoto

oh come on, there's so much more stupidity out there that tops this just in everyday passings and with the majority of the world. But funny indeed!

stupid times...... comes for stupid measures

have a good one.

it's always nice tohear things are going well for you.

yay for you! take care.

now that you got the hug, I'll say what I think needs to be said. From what you wrote I've been in this situationbefore, as I'm sure many other people have been. Anyway, you two seem like you have become dependent on each other but shouldnt even be together. Things are up and good and then things are down and bad. one's happy the other isn't. A roller coaster each day and when you think about changing things there are too many things to change and to resolve and it would be too complicated , things will get better, and everything sucks and I can't deal with this blah blah blah. Don't get me wrong, I empathize with you. Thing is, you need to get motivated and do the right thing for yourself and him and the next person you may fall madly and deeply in love with. Get off your ass and make some decisions. Make some decisions that may turn your life upside down and have you crying for days and maybe financially unstable and possible hopeless and helpless for a short time. You'll work through it. And it seems to me you definitely have people around to help you.

I'm not saying dump him, but breaking up might be part of the answer. You're vague in alot of other stuff, but it also seems you need change in your life and complacency isnt the answer, obviously. Things won't change, unless you change them. And those things you've been trying to change for a long time... they won't change over time, at least not with you two. He may meet someone else and change the way you wanted him to, and you might meet someone and change the way he wanted you to. But together its not going to happen. Don't not do something b/c your scared that it will be hard. It will be harder later.

A crappy job won't help things. You need to make some big decisions and maybe find a fun aspiring kickass job that takes you away and gives you responsibilities that gives you less time to worry about being scared or bored.

I'd love to keep talking to you about all this and my experiences and give you advice and support, but I realize I'm just typing and have no idea if any of this is worth anything. So, if anything clicks or helps I'm glad and hope all works out. That is, no matter how it works out, changes, doesn't change or whatever. Good luck. take care.

Oh, and here's a hug. {{{{}}}}

Feel better lady! At least your doggy isn't a ho!