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Ok, portfolio due tomorrow, with about 3 things left to do for it that have to be done today...
Then six page paper for my Philosophy of Aesthetics class due Tuesday.
Then a final exam in Philosophy of Tao and Zen that I haven't done anything for at all yet on Thurs.
And of course boy drama, hopefully soon I'll be a lot less stressed...
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I'm changing my life.
Starting right now.
No more fucking doing what others think I should, everything to make things "not awkward," or what people want me to do, no matter how much I care about them. I'm turning into a bitch, a stubborn, self-reliant, fuck-you-if-you-don't-agree-with-me bitch. If being like I am now, I'm still seen as selfish, and I'm still "fucking up" all the...
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GUITAR HERO II came out today!

Jon and I were at Wal-Mart at 11:45 last night and we were behind like 20 rowdy frat boys.
It was actually really fun though waiting with everyone, running from electronics up to where the game actually was at midnight haha.
We played till 3am and then I still couldn't sleep after.
Now I'm off to class to rush...
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Hi all. Things are much better, thanks for everyone for your support and what not.
Tonight is bar night, I'm psyched. This weekend is hardcore do homework weekend. I can honestly say I've not touched my backpack for like a two weeks except for taking it to class, taking notes and putting it back in it's spot at home till the next day. I'm bad......
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I think I'm depressed.
Yea there's shit going on, but I can't help but feel like if it was going on at another time it wouldn't bother me. I know deep down that everything is fine, but I can't help but emotionally be a wreck about it. I really don't know why it's bothering me so much. It just feels like everything is annoying and...
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I know I bitch about school a lot, but some days, I just love it. I must have talked to like 20 people today, it's so funny how some days I can go a whole day completely detatched and not talking to anyone, and somedays I meet a bunch of new people as well as have actual good convo's with some others I hardly know....
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Ok this is really weird but, I was just driving home from Greeley, like two minutes ago. It's almost six and the sun is setting but it's still kind of bright, and its fall and the leaves are mostly all orange and red and yellow. I was just listening to the radio some stupid talk show because I'm sick of all my music and this...
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Yea most of those plans fell through, but not all. Wend night was fun. I need to study hardcore this weekend. I'm up to date on all my bills, I need to do laundry, need to pay more attention to the ratties.
I didn't fail that test, I got an 86 yay.
I've been doing a lot of really stupid posting on really stupid Yahoo...
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I'm already sick of school, I've blown off homework two days in a row now even though I've had nothing better to do. I wanna be done. I also think I have a fever and still want to go out. Hm...