all0nblack

I Ducky!!!

and yes apparently I get wordy when loaded...Hate when I do that ..I always wake up the next morning, read what I wrote and think...

what the hell?

How is Choke btw? I just got done reading Invisible monsters.

My best friend has an amazing 1st edition collection..I am envious.

oh MAN!

that sucks. i'm sorry, jay.

"I have this theory of convergence, that good things always happen with bad things. I know you have to deal with them at the same time, but I just don't know why they have to happen at the same time. I just wish I could work out some schedule. Am I just babbling? Do you know what I mean?"

I just saw that Jackie phone calls made you happy. and my heart skipped a beat.

The Colonel is on vacation this week, so your response comes from a friend of his who does not celebrate the holidays, The Smurf Devil!!

bwahhahaha happy birthday.

just move around the country with me, and you'll be happy. promise.

it must have been the moon. everything has been off balance.

I know what you mean. I think.

that must be me.

thats so awesome.
i know the feelings you have. all of them. stupid things about people in general that make you go "wow.." or "oh..." or "sigh.."
people at work.. or in my case at school. and then someone special.
hes odd. so odd. and so quirky. and so himself. that sometimes i wonder if the magic 8 ball is right. and i wonder if this is all a dream. but then im standing on his mother's dock in key largo.. and smiling.. because its so beautiful on that thanksgiving evening.. and hes in a paddle boat below me.. and he paddles up to say, "hey pretty lady.."
and he joins me on the dock.. and even though there's no music.. we dance a few steps of the tango.. and he reminds me i said we'd go to arthur murray together to learn to ballroom dance. and on the way home.. he drove my car. and we sang along to the all request weekend on the oldies station.. and when the words say "i love you" in the song he looks at me.. and sings along.. and he complains i never stay awake long enough to talk after we get it on.. but its because im so worn out.. and i know he curls me up in his arms anyhow.. because i woke up that night in his arms.. and i whispered that i loved him.. and fell asleep nose deep in his neck..

we need more men like odin.. god of poetry, war, wisdom and death. we need more men to breathe into man and woman the spirit of life. more men who have eyes.. (well hoepfully more than one) that blaze as fierce as the sun. we need more men who read. and i need more hours in the day to read all the things id like to read.. and the stack of books beside my bed.

im glad youre happy.

I really like what I have heard by Deadbolt. They're one of the few psycho/surf bands whose sound I would describe as truly sinister. The speed they play at on their recordings is almost agonizing, because its just a step down from being fast enough to wreck to, but its fast enough to get the muscles in my neck to tense in preperation. My only problem is that they, like most of the west coast bands, never actually play west of texas, so seeing them or finding material by them requires long trips.

one of my very good friends takes flax seed oil to ease the bi-polarity. he's been doing it for almost a year. you might try it. i dunno if it will work for you, but it couldn't hurt to try. flax seed oil is really good for your liver, too.