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Glad you like it.

*just listening*

Whatever it takes to get through the day. I hope it didn't come with a rash or a burning sensation, I hate it when that happens.

pills, pills, and more pills, lead to more pills, no, I dont take any pills, what kind of pills? I hope you are ok, hun

I know what you mean, i got lots of sex, now im lucky if it once a month...im in my sex prime now, lol...its never enough

OMG me, either.

. . . and while we're looking retrospectively, have you ever just kind of scrolled back among all of your own entries, all the way down to where they disappear? For me it's remarkable how much clarity of event association these things hold, not even related directly to the content, just things that were happening in life when you wrote a particular entry.

And this from Dave Mason when he was a part of Traffic . . .

Seems I've got to have a change of scene
'Cuz every day I have the strangest dream
Imprisoned by the way it might have been
Left here on my own or so it seems
I've got to leave before I start to scream
But someone's locked the door and took the key
You feelin' alright?
I'm not feelin' too good myself.


I have no idea why I put that here, but it's a good song and it is definitely retro.

This is all way too depressing to think about. I'm going to bury my head back in the sand now.

I know that feeling all to well...

Especially when there's a cat helping me type .a

There is not much to do in St. Helens, but I think we should do that sushi thing sometime... once my guts get back to good that is.

Any comments are good. I sometimes wondered if anyone read some of that stuff. I just needed to know I was heard because I don't have anyone really to talk to.

I know I need to make some more friends. It is terribly hard for me & I haven't really done anything with anyone new in probably about 2 or so years & haven't done much with anyone at all in the last year. I have been kinda kept to my apartment with all my sicknesses & learning how to manage them.

I really have kinda forgotten how to just be around & with people. I probably have no social grace at all. I am not sure what to do about that, but I have to do something... just sitting here will only make it worse.

I actually prefer to be alone, but I am lonely... if that makes any sense. I guess that would fall into my resolution for this year, getting out more, connecting with people & such.

And, what is with people always trying to change people? My parents, after all these years, are still trying to do that. I don't get it.

[Edited on Jan 06, 2006 1:56AM]

2006 maybe will both get what we want

When I read this I thought of you;

Following the evening's intoxicating breeze
wandering down the winding path
lying within the shadows
of the night blooming garden
Moonflowers, climbing the fence in disarray
Evening Primrose, tickling senses gently
Tracing the wonderful spicy scent
of the evening-scented stock
Sitting down on an inviting bench
closing my eyes, breathing deeply
inhaling the delicate mixture of scents
I relax, unwinding from the day's stress
quietly lietting nature perform her magic.
Linda Lee Ruzicka

um...hi.

ICEBERGSLIM is now me.... i'm Scott... and the devil now owns this tired soul...


checking in... i hope yr well.... i hope yr happy...and comfortable ....

rock on...and never stop being you.

Happy Christmas one day late.

And to you, too.

Happy holidays!

Hope you have a Merry Christmas

Merry Solstice to you too!

And light becomes the heart.

Thank you

Hey, I'd go with your flow- are you thinking what I'm thinking- about fractals

That is sad.

How about you come on up to Seattle and hang with me for a couple of days?? I would absolutely love it!!

think about it.........