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well kids, i just may kill myself.

maybe. it's looking like the strongest option. shouldi disappear for a long time, i'm probably dead.

nice knowing everyone.
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stgeorge:
But we'd miss you kiss
justashadow:
i never got to meet you....
ooo aaa
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scylla:
That's fucked. I hope things even out somewhat... and at least, hopefully, there are other places out there that may be good for you..?
brocklee:
dood...doing drugs??...damn..soorry sis
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my new favorite pickup line:

hey baby, ever had sex to russian folk music? ohhh, let me show you what you've been missing.

bok
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bleakronin:
HAPPY BELATED B-DAY!!! kiss
scylla:
Thanks for the birthday wishes, sweet moo of mine! We're BOTH 21! Holy fuck! Moo, when we're both in L.A./wherever (I'll be in PDX over the summer -- stop by, damnit), we SERIOUSLY need to go out to a crappy bar in Venice (but not crappy enough that we get carried off and molested) and drink a lot. *bounce bounce bounce forreals!*

I kicked that oral exam's ASS! Read the latest entry for details... it even had a really awkward period of trying to leave afterwards! Hilarity! Ei.

Oooh. I'm currently seeing someone who lives in the russian theme house here... I went to tea at the house today, it was ridiculously black; you'd love it. You'd DEFINITELY get a kick out of the theme house if you were here (you'd also like this boy, though not in a foxy way, but in a neurotically brilliant religion major/russiaophilie [that has inadmissiable etymology, I'm sure])... I should learn some sexy slang that I can mispronounce/yell in bed, in my disarmingly 'asian accent attempting broken russian' signature style.

edit: Meep! Surgery? My little kittenblossom, how are your bits?

[Edited on Apr 25, 2005 1:16AM]
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my life is chaos with some written product thrown in.

edited to say: fuck, i just found out i almost without a doubt, have to move. GODFUCKINGDAMMIT.
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outthere:
move in with me pleeeeeeasssse you know i love you love and then maybe we get the miao!! family back
kail:
Sounds like a pain in the ass. Hang in there!
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ahhhhhh!
this is me not doing what i'm supposed to!
crappp!

my retroactive withdrawal went through! yessss!
i now have a 3.3 overall gpa--pretty decent for somebody who spent their first semester of college in the psych hospital.
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rasputinofkobold:
i like your style. I think you're hot.

rasputinofkobold
lunna:
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ultimatelewser:
I'll let you stay then smile
scrapple:
When I go to clubs, I end up pissing off the dancers because I let them talk my ear off and listen to their stories without buying a private dance. I keep trying to warn them that I just like bullshitting, but they still end up wasting their time with me.

Do all the clubs in Yugoslavia let the dancers pick their own music?
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ohhh my nerves are sooo bad tonight.

it'll be some sort of first night as a stripper for me and uhhhh it may not even happen and oh oh oh my nerves, wound up.
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scylla:
Good luck/report awaited.
codemonkeym:
I listen to GG's Bach 2 and 3 Part Inventions, as well as his 1955 Goldberg, to calm my nerves. biggrin