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well kids, i just may kill myself.

maybe. it's looking like the strongest option. shouldi disappear for a long time, i'm probably dead.

nice knowing everyone.
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stgeorge:
But we'd miss you kiss
justashadow:
i never got to meet you....
ooo aaa
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scylla:
That's fucked. I hope things even out somewhat... and at least, hopefully, there are other places out there that may be good for you..?
brocklee:
dood...doing drugs??...damn..soorry sis
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my new favorite pickup line:

hey baby, ever had sex to russian folk music? ohhh, let me show you what you've been missing.

bok
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bleakronin:
HAPPY BELATED B-DAY!!! kiss
scylla:
Thanks for the birthday wishes, sweet moo of mine! We're BOTH 21! Holy fuck! Moo, when we're both in L.A./wherever (I'll be in PDX over the summer -- stop by, damnit), we SERIOUSLY need to go out to a crappy bar in Venice (but not crappy enough that we get carried off and molested) and drink a lot. *bounce bounce bounce forreals!*

I kicked that oral exam's ASS! Read the latest entry for details... it even had a really awkward period of trying to leave afterwards! Hilarity! Ei.

Oooh. I'm currently seeing someone who lives in the russian theme house here... I went to tea at the house today, it was ridiculously black; you'd love it. You'd DEFINITELY get a kick out of the theme house if you were here (you'd also like this boy, though not in a foxy way, but in a neurotically brilliant religion major/russiaophilie [that has inadmissiable etymology, I'm sure])... I should learn some sexy slang that I can mispronounce/yell in bed, in my disarmingly 'asian accent attempting broken russian' signature style.

edit: Meep! Surgery? My little kittenblossom, how are your bits?

[Edited on Apr 25, 2005 1:16AM]
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my life is chaos with some written product thrown in.

edited to say: fuck, i just found out i almost without a doubt, have to move. GODFUCKINGDAMMIT.
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outthere:
move in with me pleeeeeeasssse you know i love you love and then maybe we get the miao!! family back
kail:
Sounds like a pain in the ass. Hang in there!
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ahhhhhh!
this is me not doing what i'm supposed to!
crappp!

my retroactive withdrawal went through! yessss!
i now have a 3.3 overall gpa--pretty decent for somebody who spent their first semester of college in the psych hospital.
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rasputinofkobold:
i like your style. I think you're hot.

rasputinofkobold
lunna:
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ultimatelewser:
I'll let you stay then smile
scrapple:
When I go to clubs, I end up pissing off the dancers because I let them talk my ear off and listen to their stories without buying a private dance. I keep trying to warn them that I just like bullshitting, but they still end up wasting their time with me.

Do all the clubs in Yugoslavia let the dancers pick their own music?
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ohhh my nerves are sooo bad tonight.

it'll be some sort of first night as a stripper for me and uhhhh it may not even happen and oh oh oh my nerves, wound up.
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scylla:
Good luck/report awaited.
codemonkeym:
I listen to GG's Bach 2 and 3 Part Inventions, as well as his 1955 Goldberg, to calm my nerves. biggrin
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everyone be supersuper nice to outthere, please send him your best right now--i won't tell the story, but some really awful things happened to him in the past 24 hours and believe me, he deserves every good thought that can be sent up right now. even those ones from those crazy little nuns in birmingham who pray for humanity non-stop.


love.
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bleakronin:
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!! kiss
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kingbugs:
Glad to see that you're not dead yet... Nude reading on Cam, maybe... Actually, you may have a point: Reading to someone is pretty sexy...

lunna:
Since I'll be very busy tomorrow..Happy Valentine's Day 1 day early.



Also I am here if you need to talk sweetie.