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aaxxx

Member Since 2004

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I wanna do something but dont know what???
I just dont know what to do with my self!!!
any one have any sugestions???
I'll think of something cause my mind is driving me insane!!!

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wallace:

yeah i'm a change-schools-aholic. that was the first time i did it, and it was more because i had to than wanted to. then i changed schools in the middle of high school because i hated the faculty at my first high school & they hated me. they told me that none of the teachers wanted me in their classes, so i was like, fine, i'll leave. my second high school kicked ass anyway. then in college, i've changed schools again, just cos i was too broke to stay at my first one, and i'm pretty sure i would have gone on acedemic probation soon anyway. i've had lots of close friends, but they've all come and gone. right now i'm not sure if i have any friends, but it doesn't really matter cos i just wanna be alone & focus on my own shit right now anyway.

Jun 19, 2005

jennifer:

omg you should learn how to knit its so cool you make make the neatest things haha!
Bake something I feel like a old granny because thats what I do haha

Jun 23, 2005

I know what died that night it could never be brought back to life once again I know.............. oh man I have nothing to say I am soo bored and its affecting me really bad I am like not in the mood to do anything like nothing at all... I dont want to exist or anything its a really wierd feeling...

My body's sore... I just slept all day... I am bored as hell... and I gave my ice cream to a shark now I've got nothing to eat!!!

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wallace:

happy birthday, i hope you are well!

Jun 7, 2005

wallace:

uh oh, i hope our friends get found!
the old lady didn't sit next to me today, but a kid i went to high school with did. it was much better. sharks don't eat ice cream!

Jun 8, 2005

Yey tomarrow I get to go see fischerspooner at downtown disney

jennifer:

have fun!!

Jun 2, 2005

OH MY GOD I AM SO FUCKING TIRED I JUST WORKED ALL NIGHT AND IT WAS INSANE... I WORKED 12 HOURS STRIEGHT AND WAS HELLA BUSY TO THE LAST MINUTE... I JUST SLEPT ALL DAY AND i AM STILL TIRED!!! I NEED TO GET ANOTHER JOB ONE WHERE I DONT HAVE TO DO AS MUCH MANUAL LABOUR CAUSE THIS SHIT IS KILLING ME!!!

OH MY GOD I AM SO FUCKING TIRED I JUST WORKED ALL NIGHT AND IT WAS INSANE... I WORKED 12 HOURS STRIEGHT AND WAS HELLA BUSY TO THE LAST MINUTE... I JUST SLEPT ALL DAY AND i AM STILL TIRED!!! I NEED TO GET ANOTHER JOB ONE WHERE I DONT HAVE TO DO AS MUCH MANUAL LABOUR CAUSE THIS SHIT IS KILLING ME!!!

wallace:

you know you know it!

May 31, 2005

so my moms funeral was yesterday and I think I am dealing with the loss of her pretty good... she was sooo miserable... I mean she wanted to live but she also wanted to enjoy it not be constantly suffering so maybe it was for the best... Its hard on all of us left behind but I guess life goes on... I will miss my...
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x_obscure_x:

Yeah. I'm glad she's out of her suffering, but it's still horrible. I'm so sorry, I'll be here if you ever need me.

May 25, 2005

schiavona:

I'm so sorry to her this. Hang in there, and be good to yourself through this.

May 26, 2005

so My mother just passed away... i feel like shit and much worse... and I still havent accepted it like Im not sure its real... it could all be a dream for ALl i know Id hate to be me when It hits me...

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violently:

hehe no you're not retarded, the people who write those manuals are

May 16, 2005

datura:

Life sucks like that. We come and go...something to be embraced, instead of feared, but I'm not good at that anymore...hugs...

May 17, 2005

I fell in love with a girl I fell in love once almost completly... she in love with the world but sometimes these feelings can be so misleading... they usually are

Meow...
so i got back from indio this morning and coachella was a blast meow...
I have decided to quit school for now cause I am doing horrible and Id rather admit defeat right now and go back sometime in the future... you know instead of doing bad and not being able to finish... there's always tomarrow right... szo Iam thinking of dropping my classes...
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I am sooo tired right now people are sooo full of shit and here I am trying to be as real as I can be which is pretty damn real cause I hate bullshit... i feel like shit I have nbeen smoke free for like two days and right now I am stressing and I really want a cigarette but i am not going to...
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jennifer:

haha i cant really handle it im so over it I HATE SCHOOL!
haha

Apr 28, 2005

... I have soo much shit to do but I also have soo much shit on my mind that makes me not able to do the shit I gotta do ahhhhh!!!! goddamnit maybe I should just forget everything and become a drifter... live off what I can find and just be a shady character... like a ninja or something... modern day ninja... go unoticed and...
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wallace:

yeah. well luckily i hang out with all my friends separately, so they don't know each other. and if they do, i don't know about it, and that's fine with me. i hang out with my boy, then my friends teena, hishi & mayu, then nina, then kelle, etc. but i'd never have my boy hang out with teena, hishi & mayu, and i'd never have nina hang out with kelle, etc. i just like to keep everythign separate. people act differently in around other people, and i'm not into that. the only reason i hang out with teena, hishi & mayu as a group is because i know they don't change who they are when we're all together, they are always just themselves. also, the whole frontier thing is an interesting idea. the way i imagine my drifting is that i would start out with a bunch of money, and then just take off & travel the world. i would meditate & meet new people, and do odd jobs like pick apples for some extra cash so i could continue travelling.

Apr 20, 2005

wallace:

what kind of job do you have?

Apr 24, 2005

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