so i did a photoshoot today! tracey was my stylist and went with me to the scarab club to meet with george booth; we shot an hour set and i think im going to be very pleased with the results. he was extremely professional and i hope to work with him in the future. i cant wait to see these photographs!! i got the $100...
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xx_river_xx:
If you're on stuff for depression AND anxiety, you should talk to your doc about maybe having Cyclothymia. That's what I have, and I am on mood STABILIZERS now. They work so much better. 
And if you are having a bad day, hop on the computer and give me a shout!
And if you are having a bad day, hop on the computer and give me a shout!
karma:
Have you been in the Fan Art group yet?? I love it!
let me see if i can get some pictures up here from the baby shower. it ended up being a blast, by the way. i had a great time. got to see people that i hardly ever see, and everyone was sober for a change!!... well, everyone except the babydaddy who decided to go on a bar-run almost as soon as he walked in. as...
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78walk:
Glad to see you had a good time.
Love your expression in that next-to-last pic!
Love your expression in that next-to-last pic!
ed1e1us:
Your huge eyes look stunning..glad the shower turned out fine
i dont know how much longer i can stand this.
all of this.
my whole life.
i dont know.
i hate where i live. i hate the circumstances that are controlling my life. i hate this.
the thing is, i could change it. i could change it drastically. but im afraid. i could buy an airline ticket one way to LA, but where would i...
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all of this.
my whole life.
i dont know.
i hate where i live. i hate the circumstances that are controlling my life. i hate this.
the thing is, i could change it. i could change it drastically. but im afraid. i could buy an airline ticket one way to LA, but where would i...
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trahern:
No, I'm not making use of ceilings, in study or bedroom. I used to. At the time I had a thing for celebrity fakes. I had a dozen above my bed.
You see, my usual routine was to wake up, roll over and go back to sleep. The celeb fakes would catch me mid-roll, and I'd end up playing with myself until I was too awake to go back to sleep.
It worked great... until my eyesight went. *sigh*
No, I'm not making use of ceilings, in study or bedroom. I used to. At the time I had a thing for celebrity fakes. I had a dozen above my bed.
You see, my usual routine was to wake up, roll over and go back to sleep. The celeb fakes would catch me mid-roll, and I'd end up playing with myself until I was too awake to go back to sleep.
It worked great... until my eyesight went. *sigh*
ed1e1us:
Hey Baby, I feel for you...its rough. Know that no matter where you end up, you will always have to deal with 'you'. Take time out to find you and what it is that you need and want.
Be strong baby
Be strong baby
tomorrow is my best friends baby shower. im so excited. i got her WAY too much stuff.
but it was all stuff from her registry, so its not like she wont be getting anything she doesnt want. i really cant wait to meet this baby. i hope the shower goes well. susie is friends with EVERYONE and some of her friends dont like me. maybe...
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but it was all stuff from her registry, so its not like she wont be getting anything she doesnt want. i really cant wait to meet this baby. i hope the shower goes well. susie is friends with EVERYONE and some of her friends dont like me. maybe...
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2shadowland:
one car for you, very skinny one
sureality:
why you nervous about your photoshoot?
dear god im so tired. my eyes are closing of their own free will. but, valiantly, i am plowing forward anyway.
i dont know why i write. it makes me feel better, in a way. its my version of a band-aid for all the cuts and scrapes in my brain.
i have a baby shower in a couple of days, and a photoshoot on the...
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i dont know why i write. it makes me feel better, in a way. its my version of a band-aid for all the cuts and scrapes in my brain.
i have a baby shower in a couple of days, and a photoshoot on the...
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scarlett:
hi beautiful. hows ur night going?
wanna see my video i did last year for horrorfesT?
too bad i didnt win
are u gunna try out this year>?
we should do a vid together!
hey how do you like cosmetology school? i start sept 11th. nervous. hope its not all drama
wanna see my video i did last year for horrorfesT?
too bad i didnt win
are u gunna try out this year>?
we should do a vid together!
hey how do you like cosmetology school? i start sept 11th. nervous. hope its not all drama
78walk:
You absolutely should do a Horrorfest video - I know you'd have a dramatic presence. Wish I were close enough to help out.
as i was driving home from school today (my mother lets me drive as long as SHE is in the car with me), she told me she spoke to my aunt jane on the phone. and she isnt doing well.
at all.
aunt jane has always been close to my heart. the best part of it, really. i consider her a queen among mortals. and...
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at all.
aunt jane has always been close to my heart. the best part of it, really. i consider her a queen among mortals. and...
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ozzz:
Hold her hand, tell her you love her, tell her the impact she's had on your life, how she inspires you to be a better person, to fight, to never give up, to stride for love on everyone around you.
And tell her that when she passes, she'll live on through you, and that you will make damn sure that your kids and all other generations after you know, recognize, and respect the strength, love and impact your aunt Jane has had in your life and all those around her.
Knowing that, I would be confident I had lived a full life.
I won't hope that you feel better, that would be unrealistic. But I do hope for you to have the strength to cope through this or any hardship.
Hugs!!
And tell her that when she passes, she'll live on through you, and that you will make damn sure that your kids and all other generations after you know, recognize, and respect the strength, love and impact your aunt Jane has had in your life and all those around her.
Knowing that, I would be confident I had lived a full life.
I won't hope that you feel better, that would be unrealistic. But I do hope for you to have the strength to cope through this or any hardship.
Hugs!!
surl:
oh honey, I'm so sorry
ACTUALLY, im having a pretty good day.
maybe its this delicious coffee. maybe its the fact that i got to go out even though it was pouring rain and purchase some cute little things for my best friends new baby girl (she is due in two months and i cannot WAIT to meet her. delilah. what a beautiful name.) maybe i just got up on...
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maybe its this delicious coffee. maybe its the fact that i got to go out even though it was pouring rain and purchase some cute little things for my best friends new baby girl (she is due in two months and i cannot WAIT to meet her. delilah. what a beautiful name.) maybe i just got up on...
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karma:
i think your more of a saggitarius
elsie:
my goal since i was a youngin' is to write my memoir. i've tried doing it countless times, it's so hard though to get all of your thoughts organized...at least for me anyway. I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU WHEN YOU COME TO COLUMBUS. It will be freakin awesome.
my life is a story. ive said it and said it, and ill keep saying it. its a story and im the main character. i just have to keep smiling when things get bad and pretend the cameras are on me and everythings fine. even when im having a terrible day and im tired and i need a cigarette, i need to perfect that talent...
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mayarix:
"how are you" is rather trite these days. you're right, the one inquiring rarely actually cares, and its become an extension of "hi".
it's good to be real with yourself.
it's good to be real with yourself.
roza:
no bribes necessary!! when i get back lets all three of us get together!!
xo
xo
fuck yes. myspace is pimping out cherry coke. this was pointed to my attention at school today by linsey and i couldnt believe it. the only beverage i drink is now the beverage of all the Popular People on myspace.
its kind of strange, because the last couple of days ive been chatting here wiith my cute new lovely little webcam that has NO SOUND,...
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its kind of strange, because the last couple of days ive been chatting here wiith my cute new lovely little webcam that has NO SOUND,...
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apelincoln:
..btw, I like pic #5 of your set the best! The boots combined with Oscar the Grouch panties. 
*thumbs up*
*thumbs up*
78walk:
You're close to graduating - my advice would be to stick it out. Millions of dollars are highly overrated. Rich people are less happy than us middle-class wage slaves! The trick is to find something you enjoy doing that offers a decent living wage and good health insurance. Big money always brings along big headaches.
But if you ever have to get away for a while, you're always welcome to come visit Oklahoma.
But if you ever have to get away for a while, you're always welcome to come visit Oklahoma.
and NOW, tales of the needle part #513...
i skipped school today for a viable reason, as far as i am concerned. i managed to get in to see dennis and get the frame done (mostly) on my right shoulder! YES! i am excited about this; and it hurt WAYY more than the juvederm injection. but thats ok. i always relished tattoo pain. it reminds...
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i skipped school today for a viable reason, as far as i am concerned. i managed to get in to see dennis and get the frame done (mostly) on my right shoulder! YES! i am excited about this; and it hurt WAYY more than the juvederm injection. but thats ok. i always relished tattoo pain. it reminds...
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scarlett:
hey muffin, i love yr new pic! did you ever get to watch my video?
fatality:
You are stunning
its done. i did it. one syringe of juvederm. ive got the pout.
this is so awesome i cant believe it. it didnt hurt at all; the needle was VERY fine and she numbed me with lidocaine first just to be safe. i only did the upper lip because she examined me and after the consultation and i explained what i was after, she said...
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this is so awesome i cant believe it. it didnt hurt at all; the needle was VERY fine and she numbed me with lidocaine first just to be safe. i only did the upper lip because she examined me and after the consultation and i explained what i was after, she said...
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vertebra:
you are brave =)
i'm so scared of needles is ridiculos
you look pretty, i like your normal lips too though
i'm so scared of needles is ridiculos
you look pretty, i like your normal lips too though
ozzz:
Your lip actually looks nice. I know it's not a safe assumption considering you're still swollen and it still hasn't settled. Is that permanent or do you have to touch up and redo like collagen?
Good days help so much don't they?