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hmm. so many things have changed. and nothing at all has changed. pretty uninspiring, eh?? i've been having very bad panic attacks. i've had them before, but nothing; NOTHING like these. i ended up in the ER 3 times last week alone, my doctor and my other doctor (i have many doctors; but not as many as when i needed... er... more pain...
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vivid:
Whoa, hey there stranger! You coming back around here again?
hurtenstein:
I hope so.
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tonight. 630pm. trent reznor. dave navarro. nine inch nails. jane's addiction. *prays* dear Jesus don't let me pass out or throw up or anything else indecent. must be calm. CALM.
this isn't working.
anybody have any xanax they can throw at me real fast??? biggrin
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code_name_ozz:
You have the most captivating eyes. Breathtaking.
ohdang:
Happy Birthday!!
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sunshine:
you should come back to cbus for the party this sunday. then you'd have some pictures to update your blog with wink haha
xo

smile


talamia:
I love your sets! smile

Come back darling!!!
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it was raining last night. that helps me sleep. i swear klonopin is a placebo.
yeah, sometimes i have insomnia. i used to take xanax for it. haha. can't do THAT anymore. so i guess i'll just do without sleep. sometimes.
that's one of the oldest forms of torture; you know. sleep deprivation.
*sighh* if it weren't for this sick obsession...
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emma:
twilight = amazing
keely:
Hey foxy lady! It was great to see you, and walk around and shtuff! I hope to see you again!
xoxoxoxoxoxooxxxxx
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oh my god. oh my god.
Elsie, where ever you are now, i am not crying for you. i know that you are no longer in pain, and that you are finally whole and healthy and well. i know this because i have to. i have to because otherwise i will go insane.
i hung out with you ONE time. and that was all it...
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brightredscream:
I've missed hearing from you lovely ♥
I hope all is well kiss
vonpink:
Such a sad thing indea. I wish I knew her she sounds like a amazing person

how ya doing? everything good?
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holy hell!! i finally got a video posted, guys!!!
three cheers for ME!!!!!!!!
YAYZ!!!
^-^
insert booty dance kiss
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the_boss:
*pokes*
Where iz U!?
wildy:
can we have some news from uuuuu! frown
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HM. i figured out how to sell on ebay (i am a notorious packrat) and i posted 10-11 things that i thought would really go quick.
???
okay, yeah, i am a novice at ebay. i have bought stuff; but i've never SOLD. i am, truth be told, kind of terrified of being ripped off somehow and the things i am selling are really nice...
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_brody_:
Ahaha, I'm a packrat too. I have so much stuff I could sell on ebay, but I don't know the hows and abouts of it all lol
sugarspidersilk:
There's um, an SG group called "SG Sales" also (where I actually just purchased something from Vivid a few hours ago)... it seems pretty popular... you might give that a shot if Ebay doesn't work.
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QUEUE ME!!!! PLEASE!!!
the Dirty Show was fun. i got to meet Annisa and Suri and Eric Kroll. i also managed to dance in a cage on the last day of the show without falling out or gouging out my eye or anything! for a klutz who pretends to be graceful; this is no mean feat.
i got to see Vivid on one of the...
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vonpink:
lovely as ever
dierdre:
Hey doll. I'm still wacking at the comic books still, and i'm writing the chapter that would have you. I just want to make sure it's still cool that i use your likeness and all that jazz.

<3
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BOOM BOOM BOOM
argh. fuck you snow!! FUCK YOOOOU!!! yesterday i fell down the porch steps again. is it MY FAULT nobody salted them?? no. is it MY FAULT i live in michigan?? well, sorta. IS IT MY FAULT, I ASK YOU; THAT I NEEDED A COFFEEEEE TO START MY DAY?? MY MISERABLE, ROTTEN DAY??? NO.
but STILL, for my pains, i get more pains...
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nenia:
kiss miao!!
sedora:
hope ur doin well hun, its been awhile!!!!!


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what can i say?
i took a risk. i took a chance.
what can i say in my defense?
that ten years ago we had a relationship.
we were together for four years. we had something.
but time has a way of distorting things
and sometimes you only remember what you want to remember.
what can i say?
that i emailed him over a year...
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fatality:
The previews from your next set look so stunning!
vivid:
So, like, you Q'ed yet or what?