I ultimately decided that I am going to move to Colorado. I have battled with depression, anxiety, and borderline personality disorder for years. I am coming out of a third consecutive, lengthy relationship. I am at a complete loss for who I am. I feel like I am going nowhere and am still in love with an ex who has made it clear that she...
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So long story short, there is a girl from my past who is currently engaged to another man. I am still madly in love with her even after being apart for two years. She still has feelings for me but hasn't and may not leave him. For better or worse, I've decided that I have no life here in Massachusetts without her so...
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anouk:
Bold but good move. If she doesn't leave him, it will only cause you more pain and you'll be able to get over her better in Colorado... ''out of sight, out of mind" and all that. Old flames can be so confusing for the heart! x
hind:
She has to tell you she loves you and will marry you instead of him to avoid you moving to colorado. I think a fresh new start, since this is the way you feel, it's not bad. 
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Given my recent struggles with relationships and my mental illness, I am contemplating a big move. I am thinking about moving to Colorado with a buddy of mine and go to school out there. It's a huge change for me but I've got to do something with my life, sitting around living with my mom is no fun. Time to start living...

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So it has been a long time since I have posted anything here. A few months prior, my then-girlfriend Amy and I suffered a miscarriage. I didn't know how to deal with it so I bottled it up and tried to forget it happened. I broke up with her and tried to replace her by talking to single moms on dating sites before dating...
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So today I find myself in a strange place. I find myself constantly surrounded by people, classmates, coworkers and random faces passing me by, and yet I feel a constant state of loneliness. Ironically, I grow lonelier and lonelier when more people are present. I will be twenty-six next month and I literally have one good friend who lives on the opposite end of the...
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robotsatemyhair:
Small steps. You got noticed today. Right?

Oh... and small quirk on here. When you respond to something you should respond on that person's blog. SG tech is kind of old so people only know when you respond if you say something on their current blog. Welcome to 2005!

stigmata:
You are the first one noticing! That's because they are rocklets (I don't know if they sell them in your place), good observation...
Hahaha you have no idea on how similar I feel sometimes! I just ended realizing that I have two good friends, maybe three (one is my boyfriend), and I have met some pretty awesome people on this site... But normally I can feel super awkward in some situations, and spending my time in solitude some times isn't so bad...