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So, before I blog about all the wonderful hopefuls I am going to update you on ME!!!!!

I bought a pair of boots from the lovely Heroine Suicide....so I thought I would get a bit dressed up and take some piccies!!

All of them are clothed except the one I took specifically for the GEEZER group! wink

The quality of the pics suck and I was...
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platypuz:
Well hello there love you look great (i looove a girl in fishnets )..,so glad your feeling a little happier,sometimes the friends with benefits thing is the best option,i kind of have one of those going on,cept the friend now has a steady boy so no benefits for me,which is cool..thats just the nature of our relationship..
You take care ok and im sending you vibies of continuing happiness ..now scuse me while i check the Geezers group wink x
nymphetalona:
You look absolutely gorgeous hun! I love that outfit, I really want some new boots but haven't had the energy for shoe shopping lately. Maybe tomorrow biggrin
We do seem to have shitty health problems... I hope this has been a better week for you than it has for me, I've had some moments of relief but not enough blackeyed Hang in there sweetie!
xo nymph
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I am a blogging queen right now. so. deal with it.

I am still very very upset...except now, I am on a SHITLOAD of vicodin and dont really give a flying fuck.

actually I dont give a flying fuck about anything.

I think after my laundry I am gonna hide in bed.

Maybe fishy will come out to play another day.

But for right now...
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davy:
blogging queen is cool.... and i hope the laundrey all came out nice and warm and clean :o)
take it easy you, and i hope the painkillers work a bit
:o) xxxx
flashmo:
While we do LOVE a happy Fishy...we'll take you any way you are.
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So I went from stressed to depressed.

My great friend on here has made me smile with a message in my inbox...yet all I still wanna do is cry.

I am at work and I just wanna be at home in bed with the covers pulled up over my head.

I need some sleep.

I miss the boy.

sigh

I give up.
frown frown frown frown
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heroine:
Thanks sweetie! And yeah that was me that emailed you that paypal! wink kiss
lilli:
((hug))
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So I have decided and realized that some people are kharmically (sp?) cursed. It doesnt mean that they are bad people, it just means that no matter how hard they try, how much they help people out, how NICE they are, the universe is just against them and continues to challenge them and beat them to a bloody pulp.
They can wake up in the...
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darqkloud:
I don't think I believe in Karma anymore.

But I do believe in you Dollface!
kiss
lizaeth:
That poem is so wonderful! It would have made me cry.
Close your eyes. Can you feel it? I'm giving you a massage and you are giving me all you bad stuff and I'm giving you all my good stuff. Dosen't that feel nice? kiss kiss kiss kiss
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Shoot went FANTASTIC!!!!
New photog is so so SO wonderful! NOT to discredit anyone else.
Evan TOTALLY listened to me. When I told him I wanted something if we didnt get it or he didnt understand we shot it again! He shot about 120 pictures of me CLOTHED!!! That means we have about TRIPLE that total! tongue

Seoma is the absolute cuteness. Keep an eye out...
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_chaos_:
Totally can't wait to see the new set!

kiss
heroine:
PM me with your address and I'll let you know asap!! smile Sorry I had to take my sister to court today and she has a broken foot, so I've been a lil tied up! Sorry! kiss
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Sorry I just HAD to get Eminem OFF my page!!

Thank you all for your support.
Its over.
I will not be mentioning this again. I just cant feed into all that anymore. I have more important things on my mind!

Anyhoo.....so I'm gettin nakey on Wednesday. wink

What are YOU doing on Wednesday? kiss

OH and me thinks me Hopeful friend Seoma is staying with me...
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itsy:
you're at my house right now
itsy:
no no!!!

you're an exception to the rule.
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I dont like him...but this is whats on my mind!

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padre:
Oh, I didn't listen to the song thats why I had to ask ha ha
brightredscream:
Well you know you have my support no matter what ♥
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wow.

So in the past couple of days I have been called catty.
I have been told I am not good enough.
I have been called a bitch.
and in the past I have even been called a gold digger.

I would like to say thank you. Thank you for saying hurtful things about me when all I have stated is the truth. Sometimes the...
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seasan:
damn u woman lol
azwhole:
whatever. im totally in love with you. you can say whatever you want to be. (oh please be brutal!) wink
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QUICK post.

I have a new photog. His namke is Evan. I will be asking you to welcome him to the site shortly so no worries about me shooting with someone thats NOT on here! wink

He is the guy that shot the pics I have up with the comic books. REAL nice guy and is VERY excited to get this opportunity!

I am meeting with...
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inkaholik:
hope you dont mind. but im being a bit naughty with your martini affair set wink
brightredscream:
Oooo I cannot wait to see this new set smile

Don't ya hate when people use your real name on here? I had that for a stretch and it made me homicidal lol
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If I dont get back to you please be patient. I need to swim in the other direction for a bit. frown

I love you all so very much. No I am NOT giving up. Yes I have spoken to the photog and although I UNDERSTAND the issues I dont agree with them. After sitting with Seoma and Itsy today we actually came up with a...
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mimo_:
i LOVE the hello kitty bag! love love love. i would totally take you up on the hello kitty cruiser, but i did manage to find a bike. it's not adorable and pink and japanese, but it's at least black. biggrin maybe i'll put a couple of stickers on it.

i'm glad i could make your day better! it sounds like you have an amazing set of girls to cheer you up in NM, too. makes me a bit jealous that i left.

and as for the photos...that BLOWS. on my part, too, because i was considering setting up a shoot for my visit home. but i can't imagine the feeling of going through all the preparation (mental and monetary) and have it fall through. kiss
darqkloud:
"teriyaki pineapple burgers"

That's just Un-American!!!

biggrin
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If you REALLY want to know whats going on, just go look at my last blog.
Other than that I dont wanna look at that.
I am still hurt.
I feel lied to.
If I didnt feel lied to than I wouldnt feel so upset. Although it still does suck and I am still not happy.

ENOUGH!!!!!!

i am probably going back to taking a...
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lizaeth:
I'm sorry your having it bad right now. I know what is like to be broke and disappointed. I hope you get to let off some steam at the BBQ.
flores:
that bbq did kick ass.
i love tattooed people.
they're so much more accepting than others.
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So many times things happen on here and i dont say anything. I am continually let down and all I say is "It's okay".
NOT THIS TIME.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

So we all know I dont hardly have money to eat. We all know it costs MONEY to get waxed and get nails done and get the stuff I needed for the shoots I...
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cattie:
Aww I am sorry to hear this. I know how exciting it is to know your getting a set shot and you get all dolled up, then to get let down. Reminds me of getting stood up for a date.

I hope you can find another photog soon so not all the money was wasted at least you can still use the dress. Not sure though if you could find another one quick enough so you don't need the snatch hair waxed again. Good luck kiss
flores:
too little too late, eh?