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I am sooooo fucking tired, tired of not being able to sleep, tired of the bitch that lives downstairs. tired of hurting all the time, tired of waiting for things to happen that people promised and seems that never gets done. guess im just tired of life right now. sigh...........guess i will go take a pain pill or two and a glass of wine...
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nikonphoto80:
Well when you get your money and get your home things will at least be better in some aspect of life, take care.
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well here i am, another lovely day on the planet earth. its supposed to be nice here in kentucky today, high of 81, nice and sunny, low humidity, no clouds......what more can you ask for? well i could ask for a beach, that would be nice. i am basically a beach person and lived around the beach all my live till i finished high...
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lilli:
i do love living near the beach. i think i would go stir crazy if i had to live landlocked ever again... so, i feel for you. does your daughter have any interest in moving or traveling after she graduates? she might surprise you with a willingness to come along, too!

florida isn't that far from kentucky, right? so maybe that would be an option, as well. hmmm... i wish i had something more helpful to offer...

just know that i am thinking about you and sending vibes for the best possible outcome for all concerned!! kiss
nikonphoto80:
Well that sucks, Im not really a beach person, but it sucks to not get what you want.

Well you have to do what makes you happy I guess, I dont think I could live out in a place where there was nothing, it would be a nice place to visit a couple months a year but I think I would go crazy being out there all the time, but if that would make you happy then I guess you will have to do that, Im getting ready to buy a house in Lexington.

I know how tuff that must be, maybe you can get close to some of your other family now, it is never to late, you may find some that you have a lot in common with.

That would be pretty awesome, I would like to have a place to come home to though, I like being on the road, but then I need to come back to a place and rest.
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well off to bed...exciting life i live huh......smile

sleep, medicate, sleep, medicate, sleep......history channel and misc other things......lol
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azkadellia:
Yeah, things have moved along for us. We moved into our house last month, titled all our dogs and then some, had a litter last year, and now this one. I never put a set up. I did one, but my photographer got into a spat with someone favored by this site, and he left in a hurry, taking my set with. Never saw the light of day. I didn't bother to try again, didn't really see the point, cause they went to MR. Good to see you back.
waikiki:
sweetheart, i was wondering what u were thinking of me. since ur back in here (im so sooo happy about that) we have hardly spoken. nothing spoken , im just loaded with work last 2 months. life is good and bitch at the same time, but im the winnersmile
goin to bed, trying to catch some sleep, never hit the bed so early. love ya
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well here it is, 4am and cant sleep.....oh well. this is the sum of my life, pain, sleepless nights and wondering when things are going to happen and/or show up.........

blackeyed
nikonphoto80:
i know the feeling, i really do.
phatlaces:
Happy Birthday!
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well i have been looking for a place to buy since i will get getting a small bit of money and want to invest it in a place to live instead of just blowing it. i decided to just get a small place as my kids are getting older and wont be there much longer (yippie smile ). i have been looking at double wide type places...
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nikonphoto80:

That is a great idea, I really want to buy a places as well, renting is really a waist of money. Those must be small places because I dont think I know where they are, how far from Louisville are they?

Wow 11 acres is a lot of land, that would be pretty great.

You always need to spend money on things that you just want to do, where will the trip be to?

That would be really nice of you, Im sure she would really like that.
nikonphoto80:
Well how close to Lexington are they?

That is the way to do it, buy it smaller and then build on, it will save you money and when you want to sale it then you will make money off of it, 11 acres would be grand, you could do a lot with it.

Well you may want to think about where to go as well, it would be nice to get off the boat and go somewhere that you would want to visit. Who is going to do the tattoo, I go to JJ at doll star tattoo, he is really good and a cool guy, he has an art degree and has been tattooing for a pretty good amount of time.

Well I see _TAB from time to time, but that is the only one I see, I talk to Maddy on here whenever she updates and Melly when she comes around, but those are the only ones, Poison is on my facebook but she never replies when I leave her a comment.

Well I still take photos but I think Im going to be doing more print work for other people to make my money, I do want to make sure to have extra space in the house for my printer, since it is massive and a place to set up a studio, I dont really want to do family photos, more modeling stuff.
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Well nothing new has been going on here....just lots of snow and being cold. i cant stand it and wish i was anywhere that is warm right now. I am still bound and determined to move either out to Florida or out west towards Arizona. I know it sounds really like different places to want to live but they both have things going for...
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nikonphoto80:
Well good luck with all of that, KY can be fun as well, you just have to live in the right areas, Louisville has some great areas and is the only place I know of that is building a skyscraper dedicated to the arts and Lexington is getting to be pretty fun as well and will be more so in the next year, so if the move doesnt work out you could try to move closer to the fun areas of those places.
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Well since im back for at least 90 days i guess i should at least update to whats been going on with me the last year or so.....

well first off most of you that were my friends know i was having problems with my back that required several surgeries which didnt seem to to do very much. I have not been able to work...
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beadman:
Welcome back brother...hang in there...read The Secret...it works.
spooky520:
Thanks evreyone blush
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i think i am leaving....good bye to everyone.
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spooky520:
i seem to be back....whom ever paid for me to come back....thanks, I really do appreciate it.

Alot has happened in the last year or so, i will update things when I get back tonight. Off to pay bills and shop.

love to all

spooky
phatlaces:
Hey... did you get a free 90 days too?
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i am just soooo tired. both physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritally. ive been doing this an awful long time and i really dont know how much longer i can. im in pain and the meds dont seem to help at all. dont know what to do anymore. frown
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beadman:
Do you know who Dr Michael Cronen is? He is a friend of mine...a Pain Management Dr...he has an office right off of Hurstbourne Lane.....on Whittington Pkwy.......CALL THEM and get an appointment. He is a very...very..good Dr......his only job is pain management......DO IT!!! Obviously the Dr you are seeing now aint getting the job done.
paintedbat:
don't give up. You have to keep going. you'd be missed if you gave up. we are all here for a reason and it's just not time to give up.
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Hello my friends. I just figured i would write something on here since i am terrible at doing this. I have been busy here lately so i really havnt had the time to do more than glance at the site so if i missed something important, im sorry. I have been taking care of dad here alot more lately. For any of you that dont...
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azkadellia:
I hope you're doing well, Spook. Please take care of yourself. We miss you around the common room. kiss
trixxx:
yah I am a wee bit nervous about the chest piece I want after my arms are done. I swear, but maybe it is just me, but I am getting wussier and wussier the more tattoos i get. I dunno if it is because all that is left is painful placements or if it is age..but , do you find your pain tolerence is getting worse or better anymore?
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thora:
Ooh, puppy!!! love
riae:
Thank you kiss
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just a quick update. got back from pitt pa, took my dad to see his family for most likely the last time. was really a good trip, i had fun.

got my kids (son really as the daughter lives with her mom) a puppy. got her from feeders supply which is an outlet for the humane society. she is soooo cute (pics to come) wiemeriner...
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mrsted_stryker:
THAT MAKES IT WORSE! tongue
I start to laugh and giggle then. It SO doesnt clam me down!

I will probably be in chat Sunday evening. Sunday and Monday are my days off. Before then its jsut too much to get off work and go in and get some sleep as well!!

kiss kiss kiss
lilli:
Aww... thanks. blush Both kinds, pleez. Kthx. biggrin kiss

BIG and little hugs back atcha!